backtrack ft. Ambynt Lyrics

Backtrack guess I forgot

Was stuck in my head guess I do that a lot

2 AM, that's right on the dot

Still setting up shop

I'll sleep when I'm dead, I'll eat worms as I rot

Bottom the barrel I'm far from the top

You digging for crumbs you scraping the pot

Rendezvous soon, meet at parking lots

Leave me some room baby save me a spot

You got friends, got people I know

I'm still on my own you know how that goes

I'm hot with my tone, no jacket I'm cold

Sleeping alone under a blanket of snow

3 AM, hope I make it back home

C4 strapped cuz she blow up my phone

18 now can't believe that I'm grown

19 now bet you wish I was gone

Bet you wish I was gone

I'm not too far

And it's not for long

But I'm gone

Bet you wish I was gone

Bet you wish I was here

I'm just causing a problem

But I'm gone

Would you miss it

Wouldn't miss me

Blink too fast and I wish you'd kiss me

Can't go back can't rewrite history

We could have been something but it's just a mystery

Would you miss me

It's just an inquiry

Keep it discreet its a quick delivery

This endless misery

Death and taxes

We up so close start to fog my glasses

Break me uh

Shake me up

Ain't talk for months then you hit me up

Cut me off

Chop me up

Ain't shit to say but I wish you'd speak up

Looking for love I hit a dead end

Backtrack now but I'll hit it again

No time to give but got money to spend

I ain't really here I can't play pretend

Bet you wish I was gone

I'm not too far

And it's not for long

But I'm gone

Bet you wish I was gone (Bet you wish I was gone)

Bet you wish I was here (Bet you wish I was here)

I'm just causing a problem (I'm just causing a problem)

But I'm gone

Bet you wish I was gone (Bet you wish)

I'm not too far (Yeah I'm not too far)

And it's not for long (And it's not for long)

But I'm gone (But I'm gone)

So I'm uh

I'm really in the way as a person (Bet you wish I was gone)

And the myth has taken over (Bet you wish I was here)

And I find myself as you know (I'm just causing a problem)

An appendage, I'm uh- (But I'm gone)

I'm no- not- not only am I no longer necessary, I'm in the way (Bet you wish I was gone)

It would be much better if I died (I'm not too far, and it's not for long)

Then people can take the myth and make films- (But I'm-)

Gone, gone again Pick myself up just to fall again

Fall in love to fall out, then

What now, huh? You just hate me, you don't hate all men

Ey, that's over-generalizing

But you're so damn mesmerizing

But I just can't keep comprising

Got to move on quick, Bitch, now you know I'm gone

Gotta find inner peace in myself

But I don't want to lose a whole piece of myself

And when I lose my cool, it's just me and my phone

Why is it that I'm always stuck all alone

Can't keep talking 'bout

About the problems that are just all my own fault

Keep the true me locked up in a vault I'm the wound, can you please pass the salt

End up on my ass-phalt

That's just my default

Play the victim for attention

Ain't nobody gotta mention

This shit is just my own fault

I've stopped reaching out to you

Cause you don't text me

You just leave me on read

Disregard what I said

But I have no choice

I have to solve this- this problem

So I suppose that my plans are to figure out some new identity

You know, imma have to kill-

Kill off one life and start another one