lilhope4me Lyrics

Homies hitting me up

But I been silent a couple months

Ain't been outside for a couple of days

The sun so hot could fry my brain

It ain't no haze

God has his ways

Probably gonna put me in my place

And if I fuck up, let him erase

Slip on my hubris

Let me fade

Need a restart

I need an escape

But the hole I dug only go one way

Swept the rug

I had no vacuum

This ain't a home

But a place I stay

I ain't okay

I been through change

Is it for better?

I can't say

I seen better but lately these days

I feel more thankful for all I see

Been up late

Woke up later

I'm the issue instigator

I'm the reason for the season of dysfunctional behavior

Made a name for no replaying now I'm wasting all our favors

I could try a little harder

Why encourage more my failure?

This familia

This shit major

Minor label

Maybe later

Need investment

Need more paper

Like for the real, my dad a Mexican

And what that make me then?

Pocho y no sabo, got uprooted

What was growth?

Shrunk in stature, its survival

Huh

Yeah

I had no water

They ordered boneless

I got no spine but got an angle

So imma get it

Like regardless

I'm an opponent

Do I still got it?

Is my blood flowing?

And what's the purpose?

Girl where we going?

Why am I driving?

Why you so trusting?

Cuz I'll be honest

Aye, aye

There ain't no holding

Uh, uh

There ain't no shoulder to shoulder

But I must level the boulder

Reconsider the order

Of what's important to nurture

That goes both ways for sure

I could improve all my work

I only think through my words

That's why my head empty of worth

Ahead of rest, that's the perk

I had some leeway for curtains

I had the runway for two minutes

But it felt like the world

I took my time way too long

Shit it coulda been worse

Shit it coulda been better

I guess we never gon' know

I get just way too vulnerable

I talk too much she know me well

Read my mind just like its braille

I'm finger locked inside her curls

My head spinning for a minute

Catch my breath but waste it first

Reinvent a different image

Self perception like a curse

That's why its-

Little hope for me

Got so little hope for me

Ugh

Little hope for me

Honestly got little hope for me

What got over me?

Natural dopamine