Broken Lyrics

I am dwelling all alone

Sitting in my home with nowhere to go

Thinking how to travel down the road

That all of those around me have imposed

But I control it's my life

So why can't I just decide

To take my script and rewrite

Thought you'd help me, all you did was left me empty inside

All I wanted was love, a warm, welcoming hug

I just needed you to see in me who I could become

Needed someone to trust when I was all broken up

But you corrupted me with lust, yet I still trust you because

We've been on and off for like 6 years

I don't know if I could ever truly let you disappear

I guess it's fear that steers me

These eyes, they're tearing

I don't know how to cope when I'm alone and weary,

Feeling drained - obligations that I don't want to face

Maybe you could be the one to help get rid of my pain

What cha say? Huh? Maybe you're the one that I crave

Maybe you'll be more than dopamine that goes through my veins

Wait

I am dwelling all alone

Sitting in my home with nowhere to go

Thinking how to travel down the road

That all of those around me have imposed

But I control it's my life

So why can't I just decide

To take my script and rewrite

Thought you'd help me, all you did was left me empty inside

Never satisfied, I'm never satisfied

Every time I try running back to you I'm lonely and I'm very tired

I wanted you cause sometimes I feel like no one accepts me

But every time I come to you you're always waiting ready

I'm unsteady, heart is heavy - it's like you were made for me

Yet you've broken me with potency, gave hope then disposed of me

So now how will I love

How will I honor God

How will I find the one when all I know is fake love

Right now I'm willfully suffering

Just like pills you're a drug to me

Soon you must have enough of me

And give up but unluckily

You'll adjust to my functioning

Level of lust accustomed to me

Fed up but I'm struggling

You're blood sucking and hungry

Now I don't know what to do

You're like the bug that gives me the flu

I'm getting sick from you

But I still consume, I'm a fool

I've been manipulated, you lied just

Stole my energy and time this

Can't go on with me quiet

I'm speaking out because I tried

Mitigating your damage

Ever since I made you a habit

You took my pureness and gladness

Swapped it out for raw sadness

Hope that now you get bashed and

Thrown away in a trash can

Or burn until you're made ashes

Porn I need the love you don't have