Another Way ft. Coastside Lyrics

I guess I'll have to find another way

To numb the pain until it goes away

But how am I supposed to know the way

When every step I take alone is make or break?

Ya, when you look at yourself in the mirror

What do you see other than fear?

Is it who you could be in a meaningful way?

Maybe that is the reason why God put you here

So don't be discouraged, I know you've felt hopeless,

I know you're afraid that one day you'll get roped in

And sail away coasting the sea of those old memories

From the past, back when you would relapse in a moment

Your purpose is sewn in with God's hands,

And that's why all your faith shouldn't fold in

Cuz he wants to mold as you aim to let go of

The pain in your Soul on the road you're approaching

Just look at the patience he's had as you've walked and collapsed,

And got up on the path to keep going

Your past isn't holding you back if you trust God

And pass the distractions of all your emotions

I guess I'll have to find another way

To numb the pain until it goes away

But how am I supposed to know the way

When every step I take alone is make or break?

I've realized I can't grasp what love is

(Can't grasp what love is)

If I'm so closed and numb and broken

(Numb and broken, numb and broken)

Ya, try to jot about trauma down in my notes app

To let it out in the hopes I'll never go back

Into the thick of it, moments I hated sitting in

Feelings that have been lingering since I was just a kid

I would run from that and not turn back

Cuz if I did, maybe I would end up stuck in the grasp

Of depression's hands, or rejection and man,

I don't wanna have to wrestle with those ever again

And so I numb it out (numb it out, out)

Deep down (deep down, down)

But I've found (ya, I've found, found)

That that doesn't help

And so I need to stop overthinking,

I cause my own problems by trying to fix them

I'm only a human that numbs his emotions

Till they bubble up, up, up, up and away

I guess I'll have to find another way

To numb the pain until it goes away

But how am I supposed to know the way

When every step I take alone is make or break?

Oh but I don't wanna find another way

To numb the pain, I want it gone away

But if it doesn't leave, can I be safe?

If I step in faith maybe I won't break

So God I'll take a step to you…