DICHOTOMY Lyrics

It's a difficult dichotomy to deal with

I just wanna be expressive but I oughta be corrected

When I'm lost I preach a message that is obviously dead then

I'm unarmed my cheeks are red and

In my palm there is knot of tangled tenets

I'm disarmed when my alarm is not turned on cuz I forget it

For too long my head is on my pillow honestly pathetic

Head is soft but at what cost?

The ancient problem is synthetic

I don't wanna be distraught and so I'll pause before the credits

Time to edit up my story board of life

I have faltered on my journey I won't let it happen twice

If I mess up my perspective has addressed it will survive

Cuz I'm aware there is an arc before my destiny arrives

And I ain't entitled to any given outcome

I've wrote about some but I'm outdone by the alpha

Proud but now about to meet my downfall

If I don't allow in the power of powers

Know that I'm bout to speak a little bit louder

No coward living in the peak hour seize power is the goal of each tower

Devour any who sees how the whole earth has been turning 180

Complaining with spirituality waning

Believe in a crystal you're lost in a daze

And refuse being saved by the life truth and way

Call me crazy but I think we're needing a change

Put your hand in the air if you believe the same

See the demonic ways evil tip toed it's way from the grave now we claim it's ok to be crazy

In disbelief enough said

Wish we'd simply compete for our heads instead we let the beast in our bed

And sleep with evil easily get lazy a tad and that's opened an onslaught

Hold back what I know but I'm prone to pop

Open with a whole lotta gold I got

Owe truth to all those who follow C-DOT

So emphatic I'm bold but I know the average

Joe don't really wanna know of my gold so I don't go at him

I'm hopeful he comes to know of my gold but he's so distracted

Sporadic he's a sin addict through God he can be impacted

I don't judge because I have sinned just like the next guy

But when they take pride in sin that's what I despise

I will not stand by while they try to deny the truth

Sin is leading Souls right into the fire!

Bet you never thought C-DOT could do this

Forgot I go off and talk about sin

Heads falling apart they lost demented

Strayed far from the God who offered this gift

Of living eternally sinning been hurting me

The only normalcy for me's absorbing the

Peace of the Spirit I hear it he's hurting deep

World up in arms definitely ain't worshiping

Holy cannoli the people are hectic currently bounded to being a skeptic

Got no reception they can't hear the message

Internally dead and refusing repentance

Directly rejecting the Words in the leather

Apparently they're so amazing and better

But really their character's soft as a feather

Don't mess with The Word unless you want the letter X

Written beside your name aiming at fire wait

There is a higher way somebody died to save

If we align in faith and we desire change

Or would you like to stay back in a quiet place

Hating your life in pain sin and then hide your face

Thinking your time's a waste ticking your life away

Minutes will fly away decades of life in vain

But when you die the day won't be the brightest eh?

Ay Ay Ay Wait!

Man how can I lead when I'm not on my feet?

I look at my life look over to Christ

Then look at my pride like how can I preach?

I'm down on my knees Lord help me to see

And help me to be who you've called me to be

I see that I'm lacking conviction distracted and distant

I'm not where you say I should be…

Ooh man let me take a breath hate to stress

I've been takin' tests shaking me out my place

Take a page out of Revelation this

Tribulation's a major pest discombobulated

Here I lie awake on my chaos bed late again I can't wake up

Am I lazy or just afraid of this change that I'm in?

Complacent and apathetic to shame but next day I'm desperate to strangle it

Tangled in lies of chains while caged up in sinful ways

This world is enslaved by Satan but Jesus Christ is the way!

It's a dichotomy honestly wanna be following

Calling for God when I'm caught in adultery

With my own thoughts they've been taunting me constantly

Falling away to thought process idolatry

Copping ideas like Oh Henry's on Halloween

Dollar Tree prices they're cheap as in almost free

Not worth the cost though I learned when I got 18

Now an adult can't be coddled by ease!

Building and building and building it up

I got feelings I'm feeling em' not giving up

Hard to deal with my fear if I'm nearing a rut

And I feel as if tyranny's sneering for blood

All my lyrics are real I ain't here for a buck

If I was then I wouldn't be here I'd give up

When I sucked and I wrestled with tears in the cut

So what's up? Now I'm here I'm not giving up

I'm washed in the blood