Ambition ft. NBTALENTED & sama the god Lyrics

I can wake up in a year, and find out I'm the next big thing

Or I can wake up in a year and be homeless

My life's a crystal ball, one that I hold but can't predict

And this world's a labyrinth that I'm roaming

I think will I ever make it big and I find myself torn

I'm technically more likely get traction than I was to be born

But recently I been aimless, between praise, between scorn

Because regardless of opinions I still wanna be more

I'm gonna live my live til I drop dead

Couldn't believe your eyes when I dropped in

I been on my grind, had to lock it

I'mma put up a fight like a mosh pit

Smoking on za 'til my eyes red

Hop in the drive put on millage

They say I'm out my mind, I'm just vibing

I hope they realize bitch I'm wilding

Locked in on my grind or maybe locked into obsession

Sama slipping on that existential slope I don't got much direction

Flow so absurd that I might be spitting camus

Hop up on the mic they be like Sama is a damn fool

But I've been split in parts and some don't work

My interest comes in short lil spurts

I'm wondering what this all worth if I fall down before I'm out

Out the box my job to toss that caution to the wind

Sick of always spinning music be the medicine

Hoping that the goal stays infinite

Strong chin been built for the big hit

No god can kill my ambition

Bad boy like I played for the pistons

Cooking til the mix so addictive

Sama sequenced in perfect position

But I fear all the knowledge I'm chasing

And time in a line so I'm stuck here waiting

I'm gonna live my live til I drop dead

Couldn't believe your eyes when I dropped in

I been on my grind, had to lock it

I'mma put up a fight like a mosh pit

Smoking on za 'til my eyes red

Hop in the drive put on millage

They say I'm out my mind, I'm just vibing

I hope they realize bitch I'm wilding

Caught up in other's assumptions I sunk myself into dazes

Trying to please everybody, I threw myself in their cages

I lost my soul in confusion like ink that smudged off of pages

No gaul to step in my shoes

Let alone step on these stages

Until I realized people get jealous when I'm in a room

I be saying the stupidest shit, but getting a crowd in a mood

So I stopped giving a shit about my loud attitude

Cause even when I'm at my worst I'm more rousing than you

It's like my braindead peers be bargaining just for another gimmick

Copy other artists to start a record and spin it

I'mma carve my craft to make sure that I ain't generic

Take my time like TARDISes shedding until i get it, uh

Think to diss you'll lose your whole audience 'fore you finish

Y'all just chicken out like popeyes, your pockets ain't got no spinach

I'm coming with the illest clique, it's Vicegryp

And I'm learning how to fly in spite of everytime my wings were clipped

I was living my life undercover

Was quiet bout drugging but I been recovering

Every day was a haze

I thought I'd be taking mistakes to the grave cause i dug a pit

I'm real, don't mistake me for that other shit

For sucker shit, fake struggling

Tellinf friends that your thugging to look rugged

I ain't sold drugs, but was hooked on them

I been kicking prescription addictions

While staying composed enough to keep on living

While staying a role model for my little sister

While getting good grades in school even when im not pillin

I used to be everybody's puppet

But now i'm saying if you don't like me, suck it

I give a fuck like the clergy, nun

Unapologetically me, I'll change for no one

I'm gonna live my live til I drop dead

Couldn't believe your eyes when I dropped in

I been on my grind, had to lock it

I'mma put up a fight like a mosh pit

Smoking on za 'til my eyes red

Hop in the drive put on millage

They say I'm out my mind, I'm just vibing

I hope they realize bitch I'm wilding