Live Laugh Love Type Beat ft. upintheair* & sama the god Lyrics

Me and my best friends ain't really been speaking

I'm always sad even when there's no reason

I used to stand in the spot where I'm kneeling

I need some time to myself for some healing

I'm tryna heal, I'm tryna heal, aye

I'm tryna heal, I'm tryna heal, aye

I'm tryna heal, I'm tryna heal, aye

I'm tryna heal, I'm tryna heal, aye

People love me for who I am and I forget that

Often times, my friends don't get a text back

I'm so secluded and I really do resent that

I've been self-centered, I do confess that

I've been the worst version of me and I regret that

But from my head and my heart, I need to rest that

My soul is gold, but living life will test that

I strive to be the best in spite of any setbacks

Me and my best friends ain't really been speaking

I'm always sad even when there's no reason

I used to stand in the spot where I'm kneeling

I need some time to myself for some healing

I need the love, mama

I need the drugs, mama

I need the fuck shit to stop making me feel like a bum, mama

I need a to

Can't even put this shit into words, mama

This shit the worst, mama

This shit the worst

I'mma go swerve on them, dirt skirt

Make them sad niggas dance hard

Lance a pop like an AR, man, fuck being sad I'm a pop star

I gotta work, I gotta heal

I gotta tell them niggas how I feel

I gotta smoke, I gotta cope

I gotta deal with this shit back at home when I be alone

Isolate, then I elevate, then annihilate, like, fuck

Hit a joint, hit a shawty up, self-medicate, like, fuck

Headspace, I don't have that, I don't need that

All the colors start to dissipate

All my senses seem to disappear

Every second feels the fucking same

Been repeating the schemes from the other day

Ain't nothing different, I'm Sama the insane

Lil baddie, she numb me like Novocaine

Ain't nothing different, I guess I'm just used to pain

Always tripping, I think I forgot my name

I ain't healing till I reach oblivion

Nothing different, so oblivious

I think I need some healing

Me and my best friends ain't really been speaking

I'm always sad even when there's no reason

I used to stand in the spot where I'm kneeling

I need some time to myself for some healing

I'm tryna heal, I'm tryna heal, aye

I'm tryna heal, I'm tryna heal, aye

I'm tryna heal, I'm tryna heal, aye

I'm tryna heal, I'm tryna heal, aye

I need some time to myself for some healing

I need some time to myself for some healing