Restless Teen Lyrics

I know I'm boutta sound pessimistic, yeah

I know I'm boutta sound pessimistic, yeah

I know I'm boutta sound pessimistic

But I think I'm finna die in my youth

So I been tryna make the most of the days and the friends that I have

So I light up and blaze and when I get in my bag

I been like Toph in her element

Blindly rocking non-stop, I'm not sober or celibate

I got attention deficit

But when you're teen it's seen as a prerequisite

I found a delicacy, pretending my body ain't delicate

Seems like everything's ending to me

Cause I act like my future's irrelevant

And I don't mean to make this sentiment seem like it's correct

Cause I know what's best

But when I fall too damn hard my health I disregard

And if it's a test of will, I guess that I've lost

Cause my head stays still and morals are crossed

When my self worth is at large

So I take some other shit with my friends then I got lit, aye

And take all i can get 'til my problems don't exist

And if I it's enough to kill, I'll just drop to the floor

I can't take this shit anymore

Restless teens, restless teens, in a basement

Magazines, limousines, and a facelift

Let it be, let it be, nah we impatient

Take a sip, take a hit, now we famous

Restless teens, restless teens with a deathwish

Popping p's, LSD, til we get sick

Tweak on the floor

Til we can't anymore

I've been laying on ground for a few hours

Hungover as fuck, but still I chug from my grail

I can't seem to succeed 'cause decent's never enough

That's how I was brought up, so now I'm destined to fail

I'm anxious, I'm spiteful, I'm taxing myself constantly

I pour myself so honestly in music that had promised me a little bit of self respect

Yet all it caused is more self deprecation

My frustrations been summations of my faults

That come back to assault me anytime I'm ain't sober

Mistakes thrown in my face, leave me so out of place

Incidentally staining me mentally with a migraine that persists through the day

And days turn to weeks, I'm stuck weak and impatient

Staring at the door to my future, it was built with no knob

I'mma be another suburban loser probably trapped in a 9 to 5 job

Watching all my dreams dissolve

When I look back, school was a mess

By the time I graduated I was so damn depressed

I thought going to college would solve it, but now I'm in stuck debt

I'm facing all the same old problems and I can't get advice

'Cause all my friends self medicated like me

And the adults that I know hate they're life

It feels like I'm screaming into a void

But no one ever seems to even hear it

Cause inside this hole's nothing but white noise

Cause all that's inside is just more people screaming

Restless teens, restless teens, in a basement

Magazines, limousines, and a facelift

Let it be, let it be, nah we impatient

Take a sip, take a hit, now we famous

Restless teens, restless teens with a deathwish

Popping p's, LSD, til we get sick

Tweak on the floor

Til we can't anymore

Coke, sprite, dirty

Blow, dimes, swerving

Take a sip, take a hit

Low life worries

Coke, sprite, dirty

Blow, dimes, swerving

Take a sip, take a hit

Low life worries

I wish I could be nostalgic

But looking back's obnoxious because i wasted my teen years

And I can't dry these tears and move on cause can't even cry no more

After spending my childhood spiraling into dysphoria

By my senior year of high school, I was so jaded

With my mental state and actions I would take out of self hatred

I was cutting every week, would purge after i eat

I was bulimic, suicidal, addicted and in denial

And I'm better off tryna be better, than tryna take my life

But I'm still dropping toxic behaviors

I still relapse when I'm sad and aimless

And i been going through shit recently

And now I'm back to smoking weed and popping pills when I get anxious

I've been sinning so you best call a deacon cause I'm always tweaking

And I got no beacon when my hope is fleeting

Sure I been eating but I still be fiending

Cause nothing's enough and I snap for no reason

My genius was secret but leaking and seeping

Through layers of skin that I'm shedding and shearing

To make new achievements, I'm stretching and reaching

So right before 2022, instead tryna kill myself again

I went to the emergency room, got a referral for a psychiatrist

And do I think finally getting medicated will be the way that I cope?

Well I hope sure so

I guess in about a year's time I'll let y'all know

Restless teens, restless teens, in a basement

Magazines, limousines, and a facelift

Let it be, let it be, nah we impatient

Take a sip, take a hit, now we famous

Restless teens, restless teens with a deathwish

Popping p's, LSD, 'til with get sick

Can't take no more

Can't take no more