The Dark ft. JCO, Danny Hatem & Felecia Chance Lyrics

I'm just tryin to keep it together

Or leave it forever

But I do know is I need to get better

Before the feeling eats and it festers

And I'm leaving a letter

And it's too late y'all should start seeking some shelter

I'm cold and lost

Heart is on defrost

My components crossed

And by the time you finally realize what I'm sayin

Yo is this fucking gun is goin off

All I got is memories

An 8 ball and a half bottle of Hennessy

And by the time I say goodbye

I just hope that you all remember me

I'm sorry that I gotta go

Adios yo

But the pain is undeniable

And I don't know if I can take another day like this

Cuz the shit been keeping me up all night long like I'm Lionel

Only thing in my life that's reliable

Man the feeling's indescribable

And I'm liable to do anything to take it away

Make an escape

Been getting harder get day to a day

And it feels like I been trapped inside a cage or a maze

I'm amazed that I'm sane

Barely

Maybe I just need some new meds or some therapy

There ain't no words that I can find to make sense

When life get tough I bow my head and pray then

I lift it back up and say Amen

But when that feeling came went

I ain't been feeling the same since

I'm sorry everybody but the game is getting rained in

And it's getting to be too much for me

I just wanna see the pain end

Cheap tricks and quick fixes

Only thing I know to get me through this

Late night line of sight

Just looking for a spark

Help it ignite

In this down pour

I'm never ready for

Cut and edit in the things I really care for

Lately I've been on this 'when this shit gon happen' shit

My confidence disappears like a magic trick

I lay down with my burdens

I know that it ain't for certain

But here I am writing verses

Not plagiarizing, I'm avid with

My own person

Though I'm learning more who he is like every day

Been stuck with thoughts, now I'm pissed off because I got a lot to say

So now I'm saying some

Getting a hold of anyone is something that I be hating now

They told me 'that's life'

Got me thinking when I last tried

I'm not baptized

But I sometimes seem to wonder if it would've made a difference

Or if I had scored some bonus points up in a past life

I always try to act right

Got me overthinking

Got me contemplating

Homie telling me you gotta fucking 'live like it's your last night'

I try to follow family's advice

But

I been growin up

Celly blowin up

Still ain't wrote enough

Outta touch

Goin out too much

Never showin up

Xanny got me movin Slow as fuck

And I'm broke as fuck

Sick of fllin up this solo cup

Only sorta drunk

Only sorta sober ain't there yet

I been seein double i should probably see a therapist

They gonna prolly judge me for my problems

I could care less

Told em they could blame it on the fact I'm an Aquarius

Blame it on the stars alignment

Blame it on my environment

Blame it on our society

Blame it on my anxiety

Tapped into the higher me

But nobody wan higher me

Livin by the beat so If nobody buyin beats

I don't eat

I don't sleep

I ain't seen the back of my eyelids for an entire week

I don't blink

Tryna catch some Zs they playin hide and seek

Countin sheep, til I'm at Infinity

I'm feelin like my own worst enemy

Pray for me

Know that I'm not perfect at all

I'm hurtin, I'm flawed

I'm prolly not deservin of god

Pray for me

I'm doin the best that I can

I'm stretchin my hands

I'm askin for your blessin I'm prayin

Pray for me

Wrestlin with demons and sin

In need of a friend

I need to start believin again

Pray for me

I know that I'm not perfect at all

I'm hurtin, I'm flawed

And I'm just tryna work through it all

Cheap tricks and quick fixes

Only thing I know to get me through this

Late night line of sight.

Just looking for a spark

Help it ignite

In this down pour

I'm never ready for

Cut and edit in the things I really care for