Lose An Angel ft. BdotCom Lyrics

This reminds me of the one time they had you hooked to an IV

Kept you in a good mood

Wish God could take away the pain and put it on me

Kept that drink right in front of me

Getting high on a day-to-day

I can't take more

This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel

This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel

Close your eyes and imagine

Try your hardest to grasp it

The notion of someone you love now enclosed in a casket

The concept's getting to hard to fathom

And poof like magic

Habits made you an addict

Swear I'm bout this close to ending it all

Why would I even think of getting involved

Already lost everything near and dear to my heart

Why in the fuck would I not start feeling this lost

I'm sorry for the times I was pissing you off

Being too focused on my goals to pick up and call

Sick of it all

I was barely there

Even though I knew your condition I was very aware

Couldn't come to grips can't dare to be there

At your deathbed even though the whole family scared

Barely prepared my aunt can't say enough prayers

For the scars in our heart that we will never repair

This reminds me of the one time they had you hooked to an IV

Kept you in a good mood

Wish God could take away the pain and put it on me

Kept that drink right in front of me

Getting high on a day-to-day

I can't take more

This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel

This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel

Ever since I lost my mother Schorre

I been feeling like I'm about to go fucking insane

Stuck in restraints

Disgusted

Enraged

Nothing but pain

Pretty much convinced that nothing'll change

I'm conflicted

Prolly should be committed

From all these drugs I'm getting like my ass had a prescription

Split decisions

Addiction became religion

Consistent became sufficient

Condition became malignant

And not to mention all the suicides attempted

Continuing condition got my family afflicted

Couldn't tell from the pain in my eyes

But most of the time that you seen you me I was waiting to die

Hopefully from an overdose

Go for broke til I'm comatose

Doing such and such with so and so

Falling for all the okie dokes

Just so I can get more close to you

Cuz ever since you left

I don't what I'm supposed to do

This reminds me of the one time they had you hooked to an IV

Kept you in a good mood

Wish God could take away the pain and put it on me

Kept that drink right in front of me

Getting high on a day-to-day

I can't take more

This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel

This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel

Is it any more problems that I need to get ready for

Can you tell me Lord I done lost enough can't take no more

Is it any more problems that I need to get ready for

Can you tell me Lord I done lost enough can't take no more

Is it any more problems that I need to get ready for

Can you tell me Lord I done lost enough can't take no more

Is it any more problems that I need to get ready for

Can you tell me Lord I done lost enough can't take no more

I said I'm so cool until I see a picture of you

I said I'm so cool until I see a picture of you

I'm on my own now

Who gon help me out

What I need now is a drink or two

Cuz I can't hear a song or watch a movie and not think of you

I try to see it through

But it's too unbelievable

Now that you're gone from us didn't realize how much I needed you

Sorry I didn't try enough

I gotta find a Dutch

And light it up

But I know that won't get me high enough

Why the fuck couldn't I just find out in time enough

Reminiscing thinking bout when I had it all

All this wear and tear got me drowning in this alcohol

At that time I didn't wanna get that involved

But fuck this addiction has evolved

My hands on cocaine and adderal

Got my mind bouncing up and down like a basketball

It's a thin line between love and hate

You find a bunch of fakes smiling all in your fucking face

All the drugs replaced until you become a waste

You tryna find the love to place

Till you realize you're broken-hearted with a stomachache

You confined and you bout to suffocate

Wait

I must be a glutton for punishment

I keep looking around like what the fuck is this

I need a better circumference

I'm on some other shit

I need to take another trip to the mothership

This reminds me of the one time they had you hooked to an IV

Kept you in a good mood

Wish God could take away the pain and put it on me

Kept that drink right in front of me

Getting high on a day-to-day

I can't take more

This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel

This is what it sounds like when you lose an angel