Father Lyrics

Father please help me I can't take no more

All I know is I have never felt this type of pain before

So what I gotta do for me to get em back

I promise I'm done drinking, snorting and sniffing that

Deprived

See what that do to your mind

I reckon I

Need to get it rectified

I'm terrified

I see a face inside of the mirror I no longer recognized

Who am I?

Tell me who am I?

Why hasn't it worked when I tried comitting suicide

It ain't that I want y'all here wearing suits and ties

It's just that my heart and mind still hasn't unified

I just want the pain to end

I don't know if I'll ever be the same again

But I'm sick of being a burden

I'm sick of having these urges

I'm sick of feeling this worthless

Can you hear me is it working?

Will this feeling ever go away

I just need a miracle

I just put my hands together both to pray

But I ain't even all that spiritual

So which drug you want today

Something to make me feel invincible

Cuz I'm just looking for some hope and change

Cuz this shit's gotten despicable

I'm just tired of making excuses

Walking round the house feeling basically useless

Until I'm high again and feel a sensational hubris

But then I'm coming back down and the shit make me stupid

And the pain is just excruciating but most of y'all you seldom see it

I look around trying to seek some hope

I just hope that I receive it