:) ft. Sulthanlive Lyrics

Ooooh

Look at this mess you've made

Gzeppy, ay, ay

Nah, I get that you're my bro, but you told you you'd be safe?

When I'm jotting down bars and I'm thinking of flows

They be thinking I can't, but then everybody knows that I can

I'm the man when I am in the zone

When I land, they ran and they ran to the cold

Been down since renaissance for the fight against the devils in my head every day every night

Sorry LZL for the times but the past ain't me and I been changing for awhile

Here we are, yeah we're in the abyss of it

Depression, yeah I know I'm in the thick of it

They tell me that I ain't and I'm really getting sick of it

On the last straw, got the shortest from the pick of it

This world is full of lies, now I wake up everyday and I'm surprised that I'm alive

This life is a dream, nah, and we ain't got much time

They say our life is a lesson

We just never do accept it

All along with the pain on my knees devils on both my shoulders try to whisper lies again

We act like we'll all have a tomorrow, yet those in the grave prolly also thought so

We take concern of all the money and fame

But once we're game over, they won't show in your grave it's just crazy

Amazing I still feel well, been staying up late nights living in hell

Controlled my anger from 'Hilarious, so I tamed my past experience

And I'm serious, 'cause now the show's over

Said when it's done I'mma feel so low but I didn't expect this, neither did you

When I'm writing my tunes I feel excited for you

'Cause you're getting to hear all the struggles I've had, and I hope it makes you feel some way

'Cause listening back, I'm feeling sadistic, getting more joy out of songs with pain

That's not my goal and it never was

'Cause I put out deep songs to tame the buzz

So I came in clutch, never made it rushed

Pour my heart and soul, guess I payed with love

Did I make it up to you? Put my life on it

Struggle is real, I just put the mic on it

Make another banger with my heart on my sleeve

From 'Grant A Wish, to go 'Part Of Me

Yeah my circle of life goes depression to anger

Then back to depression when I make another banger

And I've said goodbyes, and I've felt alone

Now I'm filled with rage, but I'm keeping it low

Lately I don't really feel like it hurts

People love to stay away just to never return

That's why I try face reality and I'm gonna burst

My life lessons told me that I'm the worst (You know?)

So I lived on a constant trial, one mistake and I'm back in the void

But they still tell me to smile, then ask why I'm getting annoyed

Rise or die, rise or die

Rise or die, rise or die

Rise or die, rise or die

Rise or die, rise or die

(Let's go)

Two minutes, sixteen seconds, how long 'till I next say sorry

This anger is more self-hatred, messed up and I still feel worried

I'm down but I'm not my worst, and I ain't been there for a while

Them days when I hit my lowest, are the days I was faking smiles

(Them days when I hit my lowest, are the days I was faking smiles)