Your Friend Lyrics

Pour me up a cup so I can swallow my pain, cry my eyes out so that my sorrows might drain

All that does is push me further away

Yeah I saw the white light racing through the sky, I thought it's the right time to try and lose my mind

Shooting stars in the sky and I ain't been the same

And I don't want pity, 'cause I don't deserve it, pour another drink for my empty service

And I know this might be the last time we speak

So I'll pour a drink out and get lost in the sound of me dying inside, I'm crying out loud

Think I'm nearing the end, try to survive but I'm too weak

But I'm wishing you a safe drive home, gotta take it slow

Hope to see you someday, yeah just give me a call

'Cause I'll miss you, but it's my fault

Can't blame you for what I've caused

But I'm wishing you the best in life, hope you live it right

Sorry for making life dark, hope you make it back bright

It's my fault and I'm sorry

Swear I don't want you to worry

But I'm wishing you a safe drive home, gotta take it slow

Hope to see you someday, yeah just give me a call

'Cause I'll miss you, but it's my fault

Can't blame you for what I've caused

But I'm wishing you the best in life, hope you live it right

Sorry for making life dark, hope you make it back bright

It's my fault and I'm sorry

But I know that I can be your friend

Golden hours, golden days

But the gold in my heart won't fade away

I'll care for you even though I ain't right

We spent so long tryna pick up the pieces

The more it went wrong then the more I believed it

Round in circles, plaguing my mind, yeah

And I don't wanna go get this right, I hope we can make it better again

But I feel like it's too late to start

Don't wanna ask you for nothing, no

Just wish that I meant something more before we fell apart

But I'm wishing you the best in life, hope you life it right

Sorry for making life dark, hope you make it back bright

It's my fault and I'm sorry

But I'm hoping we can still be friends

Maybe I can't

Coming to the point where I see that it's hard to see me be there every step of your way

I'll give you closure, and let me say thank you

For the last time, and then I'll go let you go live your life and enjoy better days

I feel hallucinated when we walk beside each other

Imagine that you're there for me, but don't say hi or nothing

Mutual pain and acknowledging we had our time together

One blink and then you're gone, 'cause time won't last forever

I used to go outside, blow my mind so I could feel OK

Never realised I was leaving home to feel that way

When I'm upset I'll stay inside to see the fears I'll face

No race or marathon, 'cause it's a mountain climb for better days

I'm climbing to the summit, fighting sadness, pressure, guilt

And to this day I'm running from the pain depression built

It's a circle of life revolving round what I've lost

Losing people, losing faith, losing hope and losing trust

But I'll never lose myself again, I'm hoping that you trust me

I doubt it more and more, my fortunes ain't looking lucky

I hope we find a way but the road is looking musty

I'm not ready to let go and live a life where it is just me

But I guess the road is ending now, been a journey full of ups but have to end it down

I'm slowly losing faith that we can make it out and I can't help but feel alone with no support or help around

Yeah, but I can't help but feel grateful though, best moments of my life came from the days we owned

Shame to let it go, I'll build a bridge and I will make it known

Last goodbyes, drive safe, make it home

But I'm wishing you the best in life, hope you live it right

Sorry for making life dark, now you've made it so bright

It's my fault and I'm sorry

But I know that I can't be your friend

(Wishing nothing but the best, 'cause you deserve that

Maybe we'll meet again, maybe I'll earn that

I'll be in solitude feeling cold and alone

I guess things will improve, although I'm heading low

So I'll say goodbye now, every line has to end

Know I'm always here, whether that's if or when

I guess I'll see you around, until we meet again

One last farewell from me, your friend)