Hilarious Lyrics

I find it hilarious

People never come to me when I'm precarious

Then they're asking me why I have turned nefarious

Yeah things I can do make me the scariest

Act scared when I get serious

Should be running for your life when I'm delirious

Got a dark side to me and that's insidious

Trust me you don't wanna learn from experience

Maybe I'm one of a kind, maybe I'm very hard to find

Or maybe I'm hard to pin down

What am I? What is this? What's going on in my mind?

Or maybe my mind's tormented

And maybe my anger's augmenting

Or maybe I can put you six feet under in the ground

And then you can call me demented

Maybe it's cause you turned your back on me

I've done it too, won't leave you with casualties

It's one thing lying to me but working against me, that just brings agony

Thought I was lucky but you gave me calamities

See I was tryna live my life happily

I was laying low, ay, you're my ohana, don't stitch me up

'Cause I thought we were family

Clearly not, 'cause you're waiting for my demise

You were fake I'm blinded by disguise

Hilarious now you got your eyes on the prize

I got my eyes on your lies, now I'll say my goodbyes

Try to tear me down cause nobody can catch me

Tried to shoot your shot but you barely scratched me

I'm falling down the rabbit hole somebody catch me

Going insane can somebody grab me

Well I guess now you're down here with me

No escape, see the angel within me?

Who is this? That remains a mystery

When we work together, it leads me to victory

But when it works against me, it's bad, I've lost everything that I had

It's sad, cause I don't control my life

Can't stop what I'm doing and it's making me mad

See this is the side that people don't see

And this is the side that you don't wanna be

Not controlling yourself so it ain't what it seems

Chained up in my mind and I wanna be free

Trust me I've done bad, bad things

Done mad, mad sins, I'm a sad, sad kid

Ain't evil, had demons, thought mad, sad things

Fighting my mind to get an understanding

I feel tortured, but I gotta keep moving forward

They don't understand me I see that as fortunate

But I pray you don't have the misfortune of seeing my bad actions extortionate

Trying my best to be better as a person

I'm on my way there, I can say that for certain

Demons are going, say that with assertion

I promise that the new me is the best version

See that might not cover the scars that I had on my life from before

But that old me is worn out, been thrown out, and now my sanity's been restored

People can think what they want about me, that's something I can't blame you for

But I've opened new doors, I've gone and explored

And I'm way better now, and we can't ignore

No we can't ignore it, there were times where I wanna forfeit

Maybe I should and I'll go for a bit, and I'll do my own thing and lay low for a bit

Ex girl she keeps going for it

I'm mad so I need to go chill for a bit

So I don't kill myself, get put in a spliff

This world it irks me, so I have to admit that

I find it hilarious

People never come to me when I'm precarious

Then they're asking me why I have turned nefarious

Yeah things I can do make me the scariest

Act scared when I get serious

Should be running for their life when I'm delirious

Got a dark side to me and that's insidious

Trust me you don't wanna learn from experience

I find it hilarious

People never come to me when I'm precarious

Then they're asking me why I have turned nefarious

Yeah things I can do make me the scariest

Act scared when I get serious

Should be running for their life when I'm delirious

Got a dark side to me and that's insidious

Trust me you don't wanna learn from experience

Ay, ay

Find it hilarious

It's pointless anyway

Why would I do it?