Grant A Wish Lyrics

I hope, I hope, I hope you can be beside me

But I know, I know, I know, it's unlikely

But I wish, I wish, I wish we can go the right way

'Cause something's always stopping me from smiling

Ay, I need a wish granted from somewhere 'cause I'm trying to succeed

See one day I wanna look back on the things that I've achieved

Risk my future for my music, 'cause I'm here planting these seeds

Grow to pioneer and flourish, and they'll all follow my lead

But these people make a killing but kill those tryna make a living

And there's people losing money, but they're still acting like they're winning

There's people leading a good life but still acting like they're sinning

People dying on the inside, on the outside they be grinning

We'll be dealing with agony, but they never know

And we feel that extra comfort 'cause they'll never know

You really wanna seek help, but shit, you'll never show

Know you're down, when asked if you're good, the answer's never 'no'

People tell me I've done wrong, but then don't tell me what it is

I'll stay up the whole night shaking, nearly breaking 'cause these fears

Yeah, they're building up inside me, get anxiety, hold back tears

Funny, the people who push me further away, I try keep near

I really wanna keep these people, did so much for me in the past

I really wanna keep it going, but some things they never last

Helped each other, be like brothers, but it only goes so far

Now I sit here on my ones, crying hard and writing bars

It really hit me recently, amount of people that I miss

I act so happy when I'm dying, that's me pretending bliss

I'm getting worried now, I think you think it's me pretending this

But I swear, nothing can beat me knowing the torture I lived with

I hope, I hope, I hope you can be beside me

But I know, I know, I know, it's unlikely

But I wish, I wish, I wish we can go the right way

'Cause something's always stopping me from smiling

I wanna help out, and I know I wanna do the right thing

Though I've moved out the dark, still not where I am in my dreams

There's a way I can get there, stay in your business

But it's easier said than done

I guess I should live here, hope that they listen

They ain't listening, nah

Say I'm here to help, but they don't take the help I offer

I know they're feeling low, but they won't tell me why they suffer in silence

They're home pretending, but they're really close to ending it

Never ask for help, because they're always there defending it

Yeah, I know I act the same, it's a shame but it's needed

Yeah, I'm scared to open up, last time I did I was left bleeding

They find your weaknesses and then manipulate your feelings

They hit you where it hurts, 'cause they know that's where you'll feel it

They ask why we hide a lot but run away when we're unstable

Ask us to be happy, understand that we're unable

It's a fable, that's depression, I suppress and get aggressive

When we show we really need them, they just think that we're obsessing

When we tell them all our struggles, they just laugh and say it's fake

I don't get it, how do I destroy the friendships that I make?

There's no way that I'm at fault for all of it, I've made mistakes

But some are fake, laugh at your dreams and run away from all your pain

Yeah they never took me serious, never realised my skill

They think 'cause they see me happy they can tell me how I feel

Tilt opinions with my brilliance, see these tunes gon' make me millions

But these people always doubt, all because it's just me Dyl

It's surviving and thriving, bro this ain't kill or be killed

They go running and hiding from the pain that they conceal

Someone's contemplating death, there's nothing left, they're on the edge

They won't take my advice, all because it's just me Dyl

Damn, all because it's just me Dyl, mad

I sit and look up right at the sky

Wondering what to do with my life

I'm coming down from all of my highs, ay

Act happy but there's pain deep inside, yeah