aerosol Lyrics

My texts to you aren't going through

You're probably somewhere beautiful

I think you'd think about me too

If I was the right beautiful

Should I get stuck spiraling

Over something else

Would the whirlpools get twice as intense

Or suddenly destroy themselves

I don't know shit about the ocean

But I'm learning about bodies

And all the ways they thrash around

And spit you into nothing

I have to keep telling myself

That nobody was trying

To use me up the way I used up spray paint in the alley

But I feel like empty aerosol

Huffed under an overpass

Like I have no solid form

Live my life liquid and gas

I don't know if I've been in love

I've at least dabbled in it

And I think it makes me fully crazy

Not in the good way you talk about it