want to want to want to Lyrics

I've spent so long wanting to want

To want to want something good

All along I think I've wanted to want to want something I should

And it's fine if we don't align

Because I'm finally changing my childish mind

I think I think, I'm starting to think that something good should be mine

And I love being alive

I say in the mirror three times

In the morning, smile so wide

Stretch out my tired body alright

And I try to be gentle with my state, it's mental

Try to change, I'm not static but damn, it feels like I'm well on my way

Self aware, but unchanging

Unblock your number, staying

I don't want to want to want to want you anymore

But there's something keeping me from closing that door

I don't want to want you

But i have to have you

(I'll prove to myself that i can love someone else, someone else

Prove to myself that i can think about something)