lucky as hell Lyrics

I still wanted you when you were late every time

I still longed for you when you weren't just mine

I waited for you to sort out all of your shit

Then I made my own home, you brought all of it in

I was patient with you when you tried to pick fights

I always forgave you for telling your lies

And I took the fall, baby, I took the blame

You weren't looking for love, you were seeking escape

So stack up the bodies of people who dared

To care for you fully, to carefully hold

Your fragile attention and opaque intentions

And oh, not to mention your infectious vice

You would have ruined my life

You would have ruined my life

Now I pick up the pieces, the clues that you left

I try to decipher everything you said

The code names, and mind games, and brutal attempts

To win me back over when I knew what's best

And I look at the pictures of me in your grip

You gave me your sickness, was so sunken in

And I'm lucky as hell that I saw the light

And jumped off your ship before you steered into ice

And I'll heed the warnings I found in the cards

And I'll break the patterns, the flame-ridden cars

I won't wish the best for you, in most honest terms

I wish that you get everything that you have earned

That you've earned

That you've earned

I wish that you'd get everything that you've earned