sega dreamcast Lyrics

Wondering if I can sweat the sickness out

My phone map still auto-routes to that goddamn house

Thank god I don't wanna go right now

Maybe one day I can leave without exploding a bridge

But I know I'd be running right back over it

And into those arms again

And I still reminisce about that awful room

The futon on the wall and all the bugs that flew

Around my body

While I gave myself to

What I thought forever would be

And it's so embarrassing

It's so embarrassing

It is so embarrassing

Like the day you left me stranded at the nudist camp

Emotional abandonment, the camper van

The tattoos that you gave yourself and blamed me for

Sonic hedgehog bedsheets on the filthy floor

The time that we saw Bladee in the rain, what a show

The way that you'd freak out when I tried to tell you no

The times that I would hold you 'cause you made me bleed

My high school graduation heard you cheering from the bleachers

You were in worst but at least you

Seemed to

Want to

Have a life with me