
Muddy Oceans Lyrics
- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2021
Lyrics
I got a lot on my chest
I got my life in a mess
I broke the promises, agreements thats supposed to be kept
I keep myself awake, whenever they got stories to tell
Cause for a fact, I know that sleep is the cousin of death
Isn't much to be said, you know already the gist
Bottled up all these emotions, by clenching my fist
Wanna punch through the wall, to put myself back at ease
Wanna get lost in the sauce, til I cant stand on my feet
Sometimes, it doesnt hurt to get your body wasted
To forget the burden of being grown ups
It doesn't even matter if we chug so many cases
If we cannot take it, we can all throw up
Very simple way of releasing my emotions
I'm swimming in the muddy muddy oceans
It would turn to red if, i try to stop my motions
Would it cause a commotion
How many more shots would it take to ease the pain
I am sorry to myself that went hard in the paint
Yeah, i used to
They loved me, yeah they used to
I just fucked it that up one time, they be like who you
I took accountability, and i owned it up
But when i try to hit the line, they all be hanging up
Made myself so desperate, i been banging through the door
Tryna prove, that i aint really rotten to the core
Do i need to beg for more
Do i need to beg for mercy
Alotta questions in my mind, it makes me really thirsty
I dont give a damn, if my liver started bursting
I dont give a damn, if they even tryna curse me
Ya heard me
One shot, two shot, three shot, four
Steadily I'm walkin to the basement floor
Four shot, three shot, two shot, one
I opened up the closet and i grabbed the shotgun
Is it the way to release all my emotions
I'm swimming in the muddy muddy ocean
It would turn to red, if i dont supress my motions
It would cause a commotion
As I'm about to pull the trigger like nirvana boy
Ive been hearing something strange, made me paranoid
The bottom door went 180 degrees
I was greeted by my four-legged buddy with a toy in his teeth
Man, I took another sip
I'm about to lose my grip
Thought that everybody left me in the middle of the trip
As he looked me in the eye
I can't help but not to cry
Guess I'm just super suicidal
But I'm so afraid to die
Im just super suicidal
But im so afraid to die
Im just super suicidal
But im so afraid to die
Im just super suicidal
Im just super suicidal
Im just super suicidal
But im so afraid to die
Im just super suicidal
But im so afraid to die
Im super suicidal
But im so afraid to die
Im just super suicidal
Im just super suicidal
Im just super suicidal
But im so afraid to die