The Girl I Never Knew Lyrics

The Girl I Never Knew - Rhymes_ab

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AB OK

When mama died back in 02

I never felt pain juu I never knew

Juu back then was in class two

Lemme think deep be clear of my bars juu

Ive never really known tu my mother figure

Ive only grown with a father figure

At times life bila mum tu was never clear

Lemme reaffirm na succumb to my deeper fears

Its never easy living life bila mother figure

Though na grow bigger ama nigga

Na na pull the trigger

Maybe to the life na the pain niko never sure

Maybe to the fears na the tears mina fafanua

Na maybe in this life wengi tu huu loose

Na maybe hii si life sisi tulichoose

Na maybe hii ni pain sisi tunafeel

Maybe maybe maybe this a synical analogy

Juu mina feel im in a mental asylum

Since ali succumb sina ham ya ku live a life

Nisaka wife na she dies like my mama did

Will it be fair to my son bila motherfigure

Juu nita kuwa siko sure what to tell my son

Mummy amelala atarudi was the white lie

Though na relate no debate to my fathers pain

Saying kila lie back then was the only way

AB OK

Though lemme think deep on the matter

Juu na imagine all the dreams walimake

To have kids na kujenga bigger family

Kutoka bedsitter buy land kuwa kamili

Its never really fair nigga mina swear

Lemme spill bars mengi mina share

Juu maisha bila mama kweli si rahis

Mina his kama minazama juu minakumiss

Though lemme write a letter to my dear mum

Na siko poa siko sure ka na kufaham

Ulinijua tu vi sure tu for 8 years

Though ma situ fair mina bro mengi tu na bare

Its never easy tu relate tu my close peers

Nikiwa nyumbani juu ni pictures AB mina stare

To see her face in case me nime sahau angalau me ni fit in ma inanitear

Usinijudge for my introvet behaviour

Niko in a mess maybe rap is my saviour

I never shared any moment tu na dear mum

Sina ham ya kulive a life nikitabasam

Me natamani me ku say a prayer

Juu maisha bila mama kweli sita bare

Weni thamani so inanitear

Ku kupenda ma jamani na nishabobea

Juu mina bro sisi tushakuwa

Na maisha bila wee mama haiko sure

They say time is a healing

Nakila day AB Ma im bleeding

I saw your sister just the other day

She needed blood for her surgery

My only true friends nigga came through

Na in a way so i thank you

So to my nigga Ham na my nigga robin

To miss Lee na my nigga Gash

Its never really easy so to loose a life

Na try hard so to live a life

Na dear mama natamani ungekuwa

Siko poa siko sure kama mimi najijua

Juu bila wee mengi mama sijaganga najipanga though nazama toka zama ni lawama

Na dear mama kukupenda si hatia mina fear na umia na hisia so nalia

Nilichukia mbona kifo ma kabisha

Linatisha hukukosa mama bado laniwasha

Na dear Lord nakudeem so supreme

Na abide by your word though ni pain mina feel

Wee ni heal juu hii pain na conceal

Deep within na ni sin najipin na si win

Na seek grace mama niki saka purpose

Na feel you ama bado minazama

Nikitazama tu angani lemme say a prayer

Everysingle day mina wish mama you were there