Falling Rain Lyrics

I know you’re probably mad that I was never there for you

I’d be damned if you think I didn’t care for you

I was dealing with some things

Fighting off demons, trynna find peace

Always had an attitude, no one messed with me

Lived a lonely life, there’s too much to see

12 Years old, was practically on my own

Smoking cigarettes, staying pretty lit

Hanging with the wrong crowd, always getting tossed out

Stores and peoples houses, wearing the same outfit

Only child no dad, eventually no mom

Dropped out of school, certainly no job

Resulted to the drugs, all I wanted was a hug

Had no loyalty, growing up on the streets

But I did have it from all 4 of my children

Even after I done made all them bad decisions

Little Ikwan, we was close as ever

Next time I see you hopefully is in heaven

I’m just standing in the falling rain

Hoping it can take the pain away

No going back to yesterday

I just want you next to me

I just don’t

I just don’t know what to do

Cause every time I think of you

Becomes a battle I always lose

Brenda Saxon

When I say your name, it sounds so relaxing

If I could go back in time, turn all the clocks backwards

I would say I love you, but I know what comes after

It’s so crazy time is a funny thing

One day your here just smiling

Next day your gone, you don’t say bye to me

I don’t know how I do it, I can’t even sleep

I can’t even think, your gone when I blink

I got tears in my eyes, I can’t even see

I’m just reminiscing, looking at all our pictures

Just staring out the window, wishing things could be different

I’m praying to God, hoping he can have some answers

Maybe be understanding, and give you another chance and

Put you back on this earth, see your kids that you birth

Every day I’m in hurt, cause I know it’s won’t work

It’s not how life is, time with you was priceless

Damn I feel so lifeless, cause as soon as I get

My freedom, you was gone, felt like I was cheated

Inside I was screaming, your all I ever needed

Think of you think of death, wish you never left

Can only imagine, on your last breath

What you were thinking, as your slowly drifting

Wasn’t gonna talk about it, cause

I’m just standing in the falling rain

Hoping it can take the pain away

No going back to yesterday

I just want you next to me

I just don’t

I just don’t know what to do

Cause every time I think of you

Becomes a battle I always lose

I’m just standing in the falling rain

Hoping it can take the pain away

No going back to yesterday

I just want you next to me