Not Safe Alone Lyrics

I say I'm okay

Really it's a lie

I don't want my pain

I just want to die

It feels like I'm about to really give up

Because I been feeling like I'm not enough

Like I can't progress, cause I'm a mess

I feel so stressed, I'm so depressed

I'm down on my luck

I just need someone I could talk to

It's kinda hard when no one wants you, uhh

They don't want me around, they think I'm a clown, I'm the

Butt of the joke, I'm feeling alone, at home

I'm with my thoughts, cause with my friends, I pissed them off

Relationships, are hard to keep, so who's the problem, probably me, it haunts my dreams, it's hard to sleep, don't talk to me

You don't know how it feels not to be wanted

Every single person's like "nah we don't want him"

I don't express cause they'll think I'm the softest

See what they think when I'm laying in a coffin

Feels like I'm insane

I swear no one knows

Too much on my brain

I'm not safe alone

I say I'm okay

Really it's a lie

I don't want my pain

I just want to die

Driving on the road when it's late at night

Being all alone makes me hate to fight

Just because it's life doesn't make it right

But no one thinks twice till I paid the price

My back is breaking cause I carry my burdens

Not tough enough because I'm constantly hurting

I'm questioning life like "do I deserve this?"

Cause I'm ready to quit because it's not even worth it

I start to panic, going manic, lots of damage, was abandoned, it's apparent

I can't stand it, cannot manage, can't maintain, to deal with pain, I need a change

And truth be told I feel I'm nonexistent

I try to practice being optimistic

The pain's addictive and it's hard to quit it

I can't go through it if no longer living

Feels like I'm insane

I swear no one knows

Too much on my brain

I'm not safe alone

I say I'm okay

Really it's a lie

I don't want my pain

I just want to die

I just wanna runaway

Cause I no longer want my pain

Too much weight and that's the truth

Don't wanna live so grab a noose

Today's the day I call it quits

Can't change my mind I'm done with this

I grab a chair and tie the knot

Then I drop, cause why not?…

Feels like I'm insane

I swear no one knows

Too much on my brain

I'm not safe alone

I say I'm okay

Really it's a lie

I don't want my pain

I just want to die