Punisher Lyrics

I swear no one ever really cared for me

I got on my own stop playing with me

Took a bunch of hits and calamity

Fuck is you doing just staring at me

The shit I do for my family

Guarantee I'll lose my sanity, well

What you was expecting when I go pick up the weapon

Everybody yelling when the bullets intersecting

This is what you deal with, with the punisher

Imma shut em up like a muffler

Dealt with the pain and I suffered

Not much left to recover

Trauma had turn me to a monster

Guilt eating me like Dahmer

Tried to fuck with me you're a goner

Every single one I gotta slaughter

If you lay a hand on my daughter

I'm ripping off every fucking limb

No longer gonna live

Put the metal to your mental, there's a lot I gotta settle

When you're coming from the ghetto, it's a different type of level

There's a lot I overcame but I'm living with the pain

So get me novocaine I can put it to my brain

I don't wanna feel what I feel, I don't wanna think what I think

If I gotta kill Imma kill, about to go over the brink

There's a lot of things that I try keep inside

I try to act tough but really it's a lie

Try to call my bluff then you'll really be surprised

Your gonna see me change to a different type of guy

I don't like who I became

Only thing same is my name

They took away who I was

Gotta make all of them pay

I don't want anyone to pity me

Look at myself as the epitome

As a bad day that went differently

Lot of people wanna get rid of me

I know I can't change the past

If I could would've done in a flash

And tell my father be a dad

And say mom your all that I had

It's not how it works, gotta live with the hurt

Taste a lot of dirt, and always be alert

Can't trust no one that's what gets you killed

Ones that were close that left you to feel

Feels like a stab in the back

Do you recover from that

I would've never done that

And I put my life on that, so

Now I gotta change who I am, damn

Kill or be killed got too many plans

No ones gon stop me cause I won't let em

Put on the vest then I go and get em

Just cause I help I'm far from savior

Including myself put everyone in danger

When it's all done I'll leave one in the chamber

Long as I know fuck a pen and a paper

But for now, I just hang em on meat hooks

Don't believe go see in the freezer

They boutta see that I got a mean hook

Skull on my chest I guess is the reaper

At the end of the day when I knock em down

They don't get back up

But I do gotta say when you knock em down

They get back up like they don't give a fuck

Truth be told I don't know who I am

Everything I do I don't understand

I got screws loose and I can't tighten them

Demons in my head, I keep fightin them

I just want them to feel my pain

Show how it feels like every day

Too far gone I won't be the same

Got no strength I'm bleeding away