Facade Lyrics

I've got some dark thoughts

That fuckin won't stop

I'm probably better gone

If they don't turn off

Loves all I fuckin want

But Hates all I fuckin got

I don't believe in a god

I think that shits a facade

I think of death

With every breath

The things I did

I won't regret

Each of my sins

I won't repent

Betrayed a kid

I won't forget

All the lies

Each time I cried

Up at the sky

To say goodbye

Said with time

I'd be alright

But it's been like

This all my life

How the fuck can I heal

If it's so hard to feel

Any emotion

I keep in my ocean

Because when I don't it

Turns to an explosion

Pain that I'm holdins

Corrosive to hold it

N you wouldn't know it

If you don't behold it

Down under its pullin

So No one can notice

The shit I can't cope with

The words I been chokin

Can't cry many tears

Been alone all these years

So I will not fear

When my damn time is near

I know I can't run from fate but

If I could then I would change

Cuz I ain't wanna be this way

But my demons won't go away

I've got some dark thoughts

That fuckin won't stop

I'm probably better gone

If they don't turn off

Love is all I fuckin want

But Hates all I fuckin got

I don't believe in a god

I think that shits a facade