introspect Lyrics

I've been gone finding the endless me

I write my thoughts here so they remember me

Not as an enemy but tryna better things

I'll tell it all, there's nothing I'm censoring

I'm stressed, I'm smokin on nicotine

Guess you could say I don't know what got into me

I can't let out my demon deep underneath

Or he might fuckin make hell freeze

Can I do right or am I just a fuck up?!

Thoughts keep on comin n they never shut up

Bitch wanna try me don't think I won't run up

Feel every piece of my pain that I succumb

From what was done, like fuck I was so young

You don't not know where the fuck I come from

Started from nothing, fuckin had no one

Combust, my demon loves that blood lust

Minds getting darker the more I feel pain

When I do sometimes I radiate rage

Worst is, I know myself's to blame

I'm in a cycle that I gotta break

But still I hope for better days

I've been finding the right words to say

Tryna explain everything in my brain

Without fucking sounding insane

I just want to be enough

I know I can't run

I don't want to see more blood

But i keep getting cut

Until I'm fucking 6 feet under

Will I be nothing, shit I wonder

The storm is coming, bitch take cover

Striking like lightning, with the thunder

Fucking surviving, is my hunger

I'm fuckin trying, not to suffer

The mountain I'm climbing, imma rupture

It has defined me, and my structure

I've been gone finding the endless me

I write my thoughts here so they remember me

Not as an enemy but tryna better things

I'll tell it all, there's nothing I'm censoring

I'm stressed, I'm smokin on nicotine

Guess you could say I don't know what got into me

I can't let out my demon deep underneath

Or he might fuckin make hell freeze