close to me Lyrics

Baby come close to me

Please don't ever leave

Cuz The second I bleed

I

Got demons that creep

I don't want you to see

I can't fathom some things

Why

Are they happening to me

Taking happy n peace

I just wanna be free

Hide

Suffer silently

Cuz Thoughts violently

Keep on trying me

Why

Should I even try

In the end we all die

Choose my end shit I might

I'm

Fucking sick of this life

Fucking sick of the lies

Fucking sick of this 9

To 5

Stuck in cycles of time

Like I lost all of mine

Now myself I can't find

I

Gotta get back in line

Before I lose my mind

I can't live just to fucking die

I been so fucking numb

From my feelings I run

This shit really ain't fun

Nah

Am I really enough

For the ones that I love

I just wanna feel fucking loved

Fuck

Am I ugly from cuts?

Fucking spilling my blood

All the pain I succumb

Yeah

I don't know who trust

I lost that shit to lust

N all the fake fucks

I'm

Fucking living each day

Seems it's always the same

Fucking fading away

Died

In this fucking maze

Trying to escape

Feeling like I might cave

I'm

Reaching out to be saved

Only know a few names

But we went separate ways

Like

How much more can I take?

Before I fucking break

Or am I too late? I