lately Lyrics

Lately I've been feelin fuckin nothing

Emotions are so numbing

I guess that I've been running

From these

Problems that I'm still solving

I no longer want them

I dunno what caused em

Pissed off

At myself, I feel like I lived wrong

Been off

Think I can't really get a grip on

My shit

It's dark and I cannot find the light switch

Lightning

Strikes whenever my demons are rising

From the depths of my ocean

I can't let nobody know them

I don't need it noticed

my breathe I been holding

Lessons been unfolding

I wanna let go of

Every bit of pain

Carried In the deepest parts of me

Feel like imma break

Like the thing they called a heart in me

Can't Fucking escape

Everything that caused the scars on me

Think imma mistake

Burdening everyone constantly

Lately I've been feelin fuckin nothing

Emotions are so numbing

I guess that I've been running

From these

Problems that I'm still solving

I no longer want them

I dunno what caused em

Pissed off

At myself, I feel like I lived wrong

Been off

Think I can't really get a grip on

My shit

It's dark and I cannot find the light switch

Lightning

Strikes whenever my demons are rising

From the depths of my ocean

I can't let nobody know them

Life has good and bad moments

I'm tryna fill where this void is

Think I'm doing good but I'm really Fucking not

I don't know what's wrong so I write it in a song

Like it's gonna be how I muhfuckin stop

Demons underneath that I Mufuckin got

Voices are so constant

I wonder how I'll block it

Always feelin lost in

Overflowing thoughts with

Shit you wouldn't process

You might think I lost it

Everybody watched and

Then they kept walking

I don't wanna fuckin bleed but

Nothings really what it seems yuh

Inside wanna fuckin scream

But I just need to fuckin breathe

Cuz

I know sometimes it's hard

To let it go X3