i can fix her Lyrics

I thought that I'd grown past this

I'd begun to find my way

Getting too old to lose my shit

Why does she make me feel this way

I was alone to catch my thoughts

Guess that's no theme to write about

Gave up on music and myself

For catching no external love

Started promotion for my passion

Till they looked the other way

Even my friends don't fucking listen

What's the point of getting plays

I've been putting in the work

And stayed up every single night

But as the years began to pass

Guess I got old and lost my drive

Maybe that's why I needed you

To come along and fuck my life

To open up my heart again

Ignite a love and logic fight

Edge of the knife

When I'm with you

I'm breaking down this fucking town

Gave everything to build it up

To be betrayed

Come watch me drown

I guess growth is knowing your bad for me

You sugar coat my cavities

You've changed my life so drastically

It's hard to walk away

But brighter days will never come

If I refuse to face the facts

That you're toxic in your ways

Why am I down so fucking bad

I love the way you look at me

I love the ease in which we speak

I love that when I look at you

My mind can finally take a break

From all the noise and all the bullshit

All the years I was alone this

Feels like something meant to be

So why are you ruining me

Infatuated past my core

I'll give my life to give you more

What are these chains

What are these for

I found myself back on the floor

A healthy life I would adore

When drama hits you ask for more

And spin that bottle till tears pour

You mock my passion to be more

And hold me back

Cause you won't grow

You won't let go

I know it's hard

But here I am

Left in the dark

When in the light's

Your broken parts

Need you to see

Just who you are

Look in my eyes

Forget the world

Chasing a high like every night

Falling too far through mornings light

You're not some girl

That hates her past

The girl that's broken

With no chance

Life broke you down

Stand up with me

Bitch are you blind

How can't you see

That you and me could plant a seed

So powerful it would grow dreams

An empire no more lonely

If you would let your drug be me