u gave up Lyrics

I've been writing you a love song

Who knew things would fall apart

Before I even got to say the words

Initiate the spark

Cause now you put it all on me

And sent me back into the dark

Knew it was too good to be true

When the loneliness left my heart

First time I looked into your eyes

Was like I finally learned to see

I thought you saw something in mine

I guess that all was make believe

I guess it wasn't good enough

Or it just wasn't meant to be

You made me feel something I lost

You made me think we could be great

This whole love thing is pretty tough for me

Keep climbing up these mountain peaks

They find a way to walk on me

When I just want some mellow seas

My row boat's fighting tidal waves

Praying the storm will break

And maybe I can find some sunny days

To take away the pain

I feel so fucking lost

I feels so fucking broken

Lost the toss

I feel nobody in my arms

Thought you'd be there ten thousand times

Thought we would grow and spend our time

With smiled laughs thought you'd be mine

I guess thinking's what led me to this

I think I should turn off my mind

So take it in just breath in deep

Open your eyes what do you see

Think about what you have left

Please don't go back to misery

You've got it all in certain ways

Although darkness is hard to beat

A level head on these shoulders

That's all you need get out of bed

Tired of meds that kill my dreams

Tired of words with no meaning

Tired of being fucking tired

So tell me do you understand

Why does it always seem

As soon as things start going smoothly

Something takes it all away

Feels like I'm living in a movie

And I'm the only one that sees

That there's a value left in beauty

Why are you tearing it away

It's getting harder to keep moving

I just want to find my way

I just want a brighter day

I must have not been awake

Must have been blinded by her face

In any case guess it's my fault

Thought I could open up again

And it just lead my to my fall

Like every other fucking time