Energy Never Dies Lyrics

I've been running round in circles

Different day

The same old hurdles

Trying to find what makes it worth it

Stay away

I think I'm broken

Is it possible to win

Feels like a race to loose the least

My shoes are worn down past their soles

The blood keeps leaking from my feet

Yeah

Poor decisions

Toxic women

Fucked my life

But I forgive em

Hard to focus on yourself

When you can't stop the room from spinning

I wanna trade the drugs for love

I wanna grow the love to trust

I need to have a hand to hold

Yeah I don't give a fuck bout lust

I saw her smile from the crowd

I took a leap and hit the ground

I was a king she took my crown

I had it all she broke me down

I walk alone amongst the flames

A bottle holds me in it's hand

While sipping on my memories

The only one that holds me down

Cause he's a demon but he's nice

He numbs the pain that's deep inside

He only wants what's best for me

Come on hop in let's take a ride

And now you're laying in a ditch

With blood all over your face

You let him take control of you

And now you've fallen from grace

Lane 8 plays in the back

From the car that you've crashed

This hate that's deep inside

Starts to surface and lash

Can't love the world feel like trash

Break the mirror cut with the glass

Drip out the pain that was your past

And wake up ruined not a mask

That could make them think you're happy

That could hide the pain inside

That could trick them into saying

That they think that you're alright

I find it harder to keep living

But I don't think I want to die

So I sit alone in silence

Look for peace out in the night

The stars they make me feel at home

I like to think I'm not alone

And that my friends that lost their lives

Are somewhere there up by the moon

I wonder if they here me sing

If I can feel them in the breeze

You're a real one if you know

That you can't kill energy

I start to drift away to sleep

A weighted blanket over me

A river flowing from a vein

Expected so much more from me

As my breath begins to freeze

I see a wave of memories

I was so focused on what hurt me

I forgot to see the beauty

I was blinded by the pain

What could have made me understand

That just because you see the cold

You can still be the helping hand

As the night swallows me whole

What was my purpose I don't know

Maybe I could have held your hand

My voice it could have been your friend