Snowscape Lyrics

Don't know what to do with my memories of you

I try to hold myself down

But honestly don't have a clue

What it means to move on

Or how to be strong

When reality comes knocking

I turn tail and run

Might be overdramatic

Know I'm overthinking shit

So I sit back in silence

And let the spliff hit

Feels like my domes split

Her kisses of freshness

Still flows through my head

No shit she's long dead

Holding on to memories is bludgeoning me

Can't you see

I'm on my knees

Watching the sky below me

In purgatory

No glory

No love

A sad story

Rhetorically

Looking for answers

Need an angle to save me

But it won't

Just let go

Just keep walking through the snow

You don't need anywhere to go

No body sees you for your soul

I'm all alone without a home

Feels like I'm always on the run

Never having any fun

I see their smiles

Want my own

Bloody showers

Killing hope

Pulling myself away from ropes

With every fleeting bit of hope

Calling hoes but the throat won't cope

Thin ropes in my mind

Psilocybin in my spine

As I walk a straight line

Do anything but work to feel fine

Sipping straight out the bottle

Let me be your roll model

Full throttle till I crash

Let's dash into the fire

Fueling all our dark desires

At the shoes on the wire

So tired of this life

Yet never shut my eyes at night

As the clock strikes three

The year's 2017

Wish I could wake up from this dream

It's a nightmare say the least

Can I pull my self out

Come on I'm only 19

And I'm not who I want to be

Or what I want the world to see

I hope I've turned myself around

By the year 2023

So I can look back and say

That I'm proud of me

Not for what I did

As a stupid fucking kid

But that I made it with slit wrists

Through the bottomless abyss