Creation (ep version) ft. MadDave Lyrics

Will I keep myself from reaching my potential? It's hard to know

Depends on the shit I put up or let down

Freddy walked across the street, he did a POV

About the fucked up life he lived so he could have some people see

They never saw

Cause they thought he was weird

He comes passing me, he says"Wassup" I say"Hello"

Conversation flows

The next thing you know, I'm trying not to think that he's a creep

Then he talks about his situations more deeply to me

Then I feel bad for assuming otherwise

But he's not wise, he can't keep a job

He lost all his family to familicide

Then I tell him that"I'm sorry for your loss"

And I try not to ask why to be respectful

Then it ended there, he walked up to another woman having the same conversation he had with me

Why the fuck is that?

Is that coincidence?

I try to ignore it, but it bugs me all day

With dysphoria because he thought I was something else incorrectly like I did with him

Now we're so even

Except it tears me up everyday since I was born

I talk about it more

Then I drive people away

Because they don't want to hear too much negativity

I hate my fucking body

I hate my fucking voice

This will hide all my blades in a fucking void

That I blame to put myself in

It's a huge covenant

Then I choose to walk home, sit, and turn on the TV

I see the guy I talked to earlier arrested on the news

And I think"I literally dodged a bullet out the blue"

You never know who you're talking to

Heart over speeds

I don't wanna see the reality that chose me

Ending soon

Hoping that happens to Freddy too

Not claiming as this world anymore

Until I find a better one

Nothing will be done

Even if I step in uh

I protect the journey in the progress like a Tetanus shot

I'm still alive

That's a typo

The font's broken so I'm psycho, and counting real slow

To the moment I wake up again

Until then I descend, it's part of the plan

Meanwhile I face the fucks I give and care before the end

I live with the fact that I'm told that I'm doing this for attention

So until you believe that death is a punishment For being yourself, shut the fuck up when you say I'm selfish

When you say I'm selfish