open corridors ft. MadDave Lyrics

One thing i realized is life is unexplainable

Procrastination is a fuck up thats inevitable

No one will know that i am the most unique bitch out there

But everybody says that when they're the same

I cant fuck up this sample anymore

Chose to kick the door out and say "imma be mean for now on"

Non-fond of standing up for myself

But other people not an option

For them ill take toxins

As a baby eating suds

Grown still doing that

Forever taking hate rather get punched than get spat

Speaking of, you're hearing that melanin

You loving the hell it

One day ill be selling shit thats not from the government

I know damn well that ill be stupid not making plan B

You graduate, you still ain't popping, how the fuck you paying fees

They say i'm an angel falling from heaven

But appearance doesn't tell me that

I'm a bitch put a "bad" in the beginning

Im acknowledging my freedom

Im forever proudly sinning

Niggas steady acting hard knowing they soft like play-doh

Its ok you can join the team

Cause in my book, we stay winning shit by any means

Never get your hopes up right now

It takes you down more than you ever been

Living by taking medicine not just physically

Epiphany trauma won't get ahead of me

I don't know my pedigree much I might do ancestry.com

Whatever bad you think of the dead it's all of a façade

I need you more than you need me

I know I seem carefree, but here's the key

It's the only way I know how to be

It's the secret of why I'm so happy

I want you to take me seriously

It's hard to open my eyes and see

That it's hard to be alive to some degree

That's why there's never a guarantee

I don't know why I feel this way

Maybe it's my robot brain

Standing here waiting in the rain

Our conversations leave a stain

Sometimes I feel there's a way to feel sane

And yet still feel so sad inside

But there's just no way to contain

And you can't say I didn't try

Misery can't live forever, create something that will

Not a murderer, but for myself, I'll be that kill

Pretty alt girl, lyricism confidence well, working on that

Trying to get it out in one piece

No lease, getting bagged peacefully

Shit is sensitive more than it's ever been

Engulfing in what is impossible to get out

I hope she feels better soon. That's what they all say

Waking up outta sleep, its like locking in to work

I can't handle financial problems i know i'm a cheapskate

A burden to everybody a reason i can not stay