reputation Lyrics

You know it's all the same

Tryin' to live in this game

My life's just all mistakes

I feel like I'm insane

And maybe I am just a crazy boy that thinks he's got people that love him

But deep down he knows that no one's gonna stay for all the struggles

I always thought I was the only one that hated myself

They never loved me from the start

And now I'm seein' somethin' else

I am broken apart

I see the sun is shinin' on me, but I just that it would fall

I just wish I had somebody to answer my calls

I don't why my life would leave me in charge, uh

I would break my bones and break my heart

Would smash my teeth for a fresh start

A tender sense of peace a sliver of hope

If it's the end for me, to Hell I'll go

I don't know who you are

Got chains all on my back and I just wish someone could take them off

Up again, down again

Spin away out of sin

Breakin' in, takin' it

Pray the shame never lives

You know it's all the same

Livin' in my shame

Never change, I would never change

Never break, it won't ever break

Cryin' out for ya everyday

I'm exhausted, now I'm bleedin' out

They look at me and they wonder how

I could ever have a struggle now

I had built reputations that I never loved, tryna fish 'em out

You see all the things that I got in my grasp

All of the prizes I got from the past

All of these blessings that fell in my lap

And then you still ask what you think I'm depressed about

And maybe I am just a crazy boy that thinks he's got people that love him

But deep down he knows that no one's gonna stay for all the struggles

I always thought I was the only one that hated myself

They never loved me from the start and now I'm walking down to hell