where the angels are Lyrics

Take me where the angels are and let me die in peace

Take me some place very far where I don't have to feel

Take me where the angels are and let me die in peace

Take me some place very far where I don't have to feel

Take me away

Take me away

Take me somewhere I can smile and I can pray

I'm yearning for a life with no stress and no pace

I look for love when none is offered, just want it to stay

Disposed of me

Imposed on me

I had some people switch on me, I'm alone in my race

I've always wondered what my future's gonna hold for me

Prolly just decades more of pain and feelin' more lonely

And I don't mean that just to tell you that my life's a prison

'Cause I got blessings that fulfilled some of my many wishes

And I don't care if you don't like me, you can keep your distance

It's just more tough to feel like no one wants you in existence

I think these thoughts, I know they're harmful, somehow I still think 'em

And I still ask should I hold 'em in or should I release 'em

I make myself a mess to the point I be barely breathin

God, where are You?

Do You hear me?

I don't feel You healin

Take me where the angels are and let me die in peace

Take me some place very far where I don't have to feel

Take me where the angels are and let me die in peace

Take me some place very far where I don't have to feel

Yeah

I'm not one to do so well with separation

Destination separates me and I feel overly hated

It just breaks me thinking how I was a happy soul with nothing more than love

But then I got all of these dark clouds and lost sight of the sun

It's like I lost all of the light in my heart

I feel so evil with the way I've been living life in the dark

It's all a cycle of shame

They took me away from where the angels are and now I don't get a break from living in pain

I feel hopeless like I lost my motivation to change

I ask my savior up above if he'll provide me a way

But that is something that I haven't seen in years, I feel it's too late

They say if I'm alive there's a chance, but I'm still the same

Yeah I promise if you think that you know me, there's only drops in your bucket

Emotions aren't a quick release for me in case you were wonderin

If you saw what I'm thinking, you'd see the reasons I'm running

I run from life like it's a choice, I guess I love all the darkness