waiting room Lyrics

Yeah

No one cries forever

I been tellin' people that for a long time, I keep wiping the tears away

But, for some reason they just keep coming back

Breaking news, the boy's alive again

I'm seein' corpses in the streets and it's so freightin'

I see mothers weep, buryin' their sons from violence

One at a time all of my brothers fears is heightenin'

Call my passion trash, then dog, you get to writin' it

And if I see you fall, I pray you find the light again

Tears every night, I fear that I'm losin' my mind again

Well if I do, don't be alarmed, I'm good at buyin' in

Almost two decades under my belt, it's going fast

Lost some friends and couldn't sleep seein' their time pass

Wondered if I would be the next one to run out of gas

I'm old enough to lose my life from slightly steppin' back

It's scary to watch, hard to live in these anxious eyes

I'm riskin' it all to chase a dream that might be a lie

I hope that it's not, so I'll be free from my broken mind

You wish I would stop, pray on my downfall and death to my life

But what you can't pray for is the death to the grind

I'm here for reasons other than payin' for you to be bright

Call it excuses, but that's what you say when you know I'm right

It's just y'all abusin' people you don't be callin' your type

But Imma type for 'em

Matter of fact I'll do better than that and write for 'em

You on the bench countin' your claps critiquin' my scorin'

I'm sick of hearin' your raps, it's whack, it's so borin'

I'll do one better than that and the claps will flash moments

It's so disheartenin' lookin' death in the eye

And prayin' the ones I lost are lookin' down from the sky

I've been distant from God, turnin' away but I cry

I find no pleasure in the gratitude of my pride

I'm so done with the games I've been playin'

I'm in my bedroom contemplatin' how to stop complainin'

While I'm ragin' 'bout how I don't have enough, I'm on full hatred

I wait for blessings from above to fall, without full praisin'

And I'm procrastinatin' my dreams and expect full greatness

And I'm angry at my future 'cause I got no patience

It's been a while since my last record, I know y'all waitin'

But I promise what you're gettin' soon will sound so crazy

I'm a man in the night alone lookin' for someone's love

But don't know if I'm gonna get it more below or above

What if I don't choose a side, could I just get up and run?

I'm stressin' every night in the dark awaitin' the sun, uh