death poetry Lyrics

Are we out alive?

Did we make it out in time?

'Cause I don't wanna see you fall apart again

No, I don't wanna see you fall apart again

Fall apart again, fall apart again

No-woah-oh-yeah

I don't wanna see you-ooh-ooh

You-ooh, you-ooh fall apart again

Fall apart again

Turn that light back on so I can see the truth

And clarify how I'm mortified when I see into

All the ways I let anxieties get through to my head

While seeing life through a lens that says I'll always be stressed

I'll take the burdens and baggage while you carry the rest

Is what I say to my demons that pull me to my past

Loneliness is the cousin of insecurity

I guess I got more family than I thought was related to me

But medication's not something I crave right now 'cause

Dedication is calling me, trying to keep my head up

And I'm unashamed of what got me to where I am

I was controlled by struggles, now they lead me into better love

I love the liars, 'cause they help me to reserve my trust

I love the purity, it takes me out of empty lust

I love reminders that my past is not my future

Now I see the point of view that my dreams will never turn into dust

Are we out alive?

I'm not sure, but I can promise you I'm still breathin'

Did we make it out in time?

Well I don't think so, but it's fine 'cause I am not leavin'

'Cause I don't wanna see you fall apart again

I don't wanna cry forever, I just want some peace

No, I don't wanna see you fall apart again

Dropped the chains off of my back and now I am finally free

I may be weak, but I will never give in to the trap

'Cause my resilience is somethin' you won't ever have

I'm not afraid to be true and not get any claps

'Cause I found the joy I've been waiting for, don't need a map

See I don't need a fake friend to tell me I need to stay real

And I don't have a whole world that I need to appeal

You took my status, but my soul is something you'll never steal

I may be covered in scars, but that's just proof that my wounds can heal, woo

I'm in my bag now, the sound on lock

Just 'cause there's anger in my music, doesn't mean I'll stop

Only hangin' up my hat when there's no more time on the clock

Looked for peace a while ago, they said there's no more in stock

I wanna overcome my problems I've been fighting too long

I wanna take my freedom back so I can learn to be strong

See the sun on the horizon, I'm at ease after all

Life can always get better, even if you let tears fall

I'm not the only one with problems people need to pray for

I've been bettin' on myself and I probably need to pray more

Maybe you cry from insecurities that you can't handle

Or sadness death is keeping in your mind, I know it's painful

Got a call the other day from Satan 'bout my depression

Hesitated at first to pick up 'cause it was unexpected

Told me he missed when we would talk when life was gettin' hectic

He said, "I'm sorry come back"

Apology rejected