wishing fountains Lyrics

How you feel in the spotlight?

What you do when you not right?

What you claiming you okay for?

Girl I know your mind it ain't so nice

Gotta run better go long

Heart on your sleeve and you dolo

Hit those trees like Bono

You pop pussy, get attached

You ain't okay tho

I can't lie I do the same

I get down and search for love

And sleep around to numb the pain

Get connected but I leave

Because it get too real

I'm wanting them to hate my name

Hope you hate my fucking name

Crashing couches

Rather crash my whips in wishing fountains

Be like, "fuck you all!"

If I can't have it no one can

My whole persona built on fucking over

Anyone who doing better than I ever am

I'ma piece of shit I fucking know that

I've searching high and low for ways to bring the old me back

It's to no avail I'm stuck inside this hell that I created

Built off jealousy and insecurity

My ignorance is too damn bliss to let me see

The shit I'm doing wrong

And the shit I'm missing on

Disconnected from myself again

Knocking on my mommas door to let me in

Cry inside her arms to feel like I'm a kid again

'Cause back then it wasn't any worries

Now my life it move too fast

I'm scared of what I'm missing, always

Last year I was popping 18 pills

Tryna throw it all away

But the hardest pill to swallow was the fact I needed change

So much that I could've missed

Now my sister getting married

And my homie got a baby on the way

Uncle by affiliation couldn't let them never know my name

Never thought I'd make it far enough

To admit that I was never right

Dicing up my arm

My ex had told me I'm too beautiful to take away my life

I guess she was right

Disconnected from myself again

Knocking on my mommas door to let me in

Cry inside her arms to feel like I'm a kid again

'Cause back then it wasn't any worries

Now my life it move too fast

I'm scared of what I'm missing, always

Disconnected from myself again

Knocking on my mommas door to let me in

Cry inside her arms to feel like I'm a kid again

'Cause back then it wasn't any worries

Now my life it move too fast

I'm scared of what I'm missing, always