judge/mental Lyrics

Who the fuck am I to judge

If I never got my shit straight?

Mental walking with a crutch

I just need a fucking break

Night closing in, I can feel I'm losing touch

Ayy, no sleep, never keep my eyes shut

Hiding from the truth now the vise up

Now it's XORROW again, crying write a message hitting send

Never phone a friend, when they gonna leave 'cause the shit I'm dragging in

I been talking with a cold shoulder, maybe I am jealous

Got pollution in my mind I need to free it from the shit my hate develops

I can roll along, play along, but all along

I never had my mind set

I would never recommend to follow down in my step

Damn I gotta quit watching all these people doing good

Maybe I am used to the two sidedness from the shit I always took

look

I gotta die inside and then repent, got some problems I don't understand

I'ma burden to myself I'm burning at a constant

Burnt myself out from the outside to my conscience

Tryna live the best life but the downside is the mocking

If I wanna be the person that i plan to be I gotta have some trust in myself

Talking to my demons they the ones that ring these bells

They the ones that got me so unhappy that I gotta just evade

Honestly I'm doing this as a major get away

Gotta find my purpose 'cause I know it isn't gonna wait

Time is ticking and as my mentals being strained

Feel the weight on my chest pinning me to the bed I lay

Wait

Lemme find a way to free the pain

Accolades a window stain

I can keep on wishing for it everyday

In the end I'll be wishing that I stayed

What's the purpose of dis anyway?

"Live a life that you regret", I hope it ain't that way

If it happens I'll do more than contemplate

Death is steady talking boutta first date

Who the fuck am I to judge

If I never got my shit straight?

Mental walking with a crutch

I just need a fucking break

Night closing in, I can feel I'm losing touch

Ayy, no sleep, never keep my eyes shut

Hiding from the truth now the vise up

Now it's XORROW again, crying write a message hitting send

Never phone a friend, when they gonna leave 'cause the shit I'm dragging in

Who the fuck am I to judge

If I never got my shit straight?

Mental walking with a crutch

I just need a fucking break

Night closing in, I can feel I'm losing touch

Ayy, no sleep, never keep my eyes shut

Hiding from the truth now the vise up

Now it's XORROW again, crying write a message hitting send

Never phone a friend, when they gonna leave 'cause the shit I'm dragging in