AMBITION Lyrics

Like me not being, uh

Like me not being, uh

Yeah okay

Yeah

Okay, I got so much ambition

And friendships that have ended over some petty ass bullshit

Like me not being there for them when I focusing on my relationship

But where was you when I was knocking back that fifth?

Or out in Charlotte my bags in my hand and having trouble with direction

Or out in Richmond when I was down on commitment

And I was just so close to giving up

All my prayers just not enough

Mistreating people 'cause I could really give a fuck

Because of this I fiend the grunt

Of the root of my evil

Fuck these people

Sick of putting them before myself

I'm done with the feeble

Done with the needle

That I got I got deep in my arm

Pumping me with all the caring that keep doing harm

Calluses all on my palm

Ink blots on my favorite jeans I'm working on these songs

That I hate the most

'Cause I'm telling every place that I went wrong

And I'm telling all y'all that I'm done

And I hate to leave you to yourself

I don't trust the shit you do

But I gotta focus on myself or I'ma end up hating you

Gotta focus on myself or I'ma end up hating you

If I keep on putting so much energy into you

I'm not gonna have enough energy to put into myself

And love myself

It's gonna drive me

It's gonna drive me mad

End up hating you for it

So I'm sorry

Okay, I got so much ambition

And people that hate it, because it take my time away from them

I don't like to see y'all mad and that's the reason why I drop my brim

I turn the key, and get driving to a better sight that I can see

To clear my mind and focus on my prophecy

That one day I'ma be a great

It's a constant battle with bravado just so I can see my fate

It's a constant battle with the bottle so I'm never seeing straight

Damn I love you all but I just hate how everyday you play me like this shit a game

See my life in shambles and you asking me for favors dammit what's the point?

You ain't never gonna pay it back and that's the reason I'm annoyed

Always feel like I am way too caring so I'm being used to make them overjoyed

Now I think it's time that I start caring for myself but I'm too scared to make the noise

So I made this track to make it known and speak up and to fill the void

And fill the empty area and dark abyss that holds my voice

Yeah, I've never been the one to do that shit, you know?

I've never been the one to speak up about how I'm feeling

Because I always get

Shitty ass treatment in return when I do that shit, so

Fuck y'all

This is how I'm doing it now

Yeah like 6 years back I was just starting all this shit

Didn't know my style so I rapped what others spit

Talk of pouring up that lean and taking drugs that I ain't never did

Just a young kid tryna fit into a game, that is just so complicated

I've awaited and just pushed it to the side and deep debated

If it's what I really want

People telling me I'm talented in every way

But, I was never told that as a kid

So it's hard for me to see it now no matter what you say

Any day I'll tell you that I'm over it

I still stick my neck out for a former friend

I still need the closure even tho I'm gonna reminisce

I still hope you doing good

Even tho you hoped I never had a pot to piss

Damn I'll drop this and then people from my past are gonna say that they ain't proud of this

But fuck it, this the truth and I really had to get it out

Tired of the bullshit and me zipping up my mouth

Tongue in cheek, rapid shaking of my legs up on that couch

Always scared to be myself 'cause friends and fam just love to spread that doubt

This the life I want and I had told myself that I'ma make my momma proud

Everyone especially my momma I just hope you see it now

Everyone especially my momma

I hope y'all see that this is especially what I want

There's nothing

There's nothing that I want more