Midnight Moon (Ascension) Lyrics

I've been gripping at the edge but I can't get a hold of it

Trying to escape

We all got secrets and we never tell a soul about it

Can y'all relate

People wouldn't talk if they really knew the whole of it

Nothing to debate

It's like it lives inside of us all

I don't know where I wanna be

Following this dream got me labeled an oddity

Weight of the world feel it sitting on top of me

Following this path where it goes I gotta see

Looking for something that just can numb the part of me

Looking at my past and behold it honestly

Where you stand you will fall

But I'm guessing I chose that

Music in a pill form, hit you like Prozac

Kill the old version of me and then I rose back

Get up stretch then I'm ripping off the toe tag

Life was so rad now I'm in my notepad

Trying not to reminisce on what I once had

When it's all that I know

Find comfort in strange places

Think big but first learn the basics

All I see are concerned faces

You control your story, you can turn the pages

Strange thing is I came brand new

In the fog under the midnight moon

In my head and then I came back to

So many lessons that we decided walk through, yeah

This is recovery, ain't no evil in front of me

I've been trying to change my life its like Im S-s-s Stuttering

all the bills have been doubling

When it's raining it's thundering

And I take it with a grain of salt, it's definitely humbling

When you're lost and you're tumbling

And your heart has been rumbling

You just focus on the music, everything else is plummeting

And you still have made a choice even if you ain't done a thing

Ooh, where you stand you fall

I've been gripping at the edge but I can't get a hold of it

Trying to escape

Y'all got secrets and we never tell a soul about it

Never tell a soul, can you all relate?

People wouldn't talk if they really knew the whole of it

People wouldn't talk behind my back

It's like it lives inside of us all

I don't know where I wanna be

Following this dream got me labeled an oddity

Weight of the world feeling sitting on top of me

Following this path where it goes I gotta see

Looking for something that just can numb the part of me

Looking at my past and behold it honestly

Where you stand you fall

Really though I'm lucky cause I got the motivation

Some are born of poverty and others innovation

Gonna take a lot just to kill my inspiration

Finally awaken from the moment that I caved in

We don't know what's coming, all of us are unaware

Caught up in a dream or is it a nightmare

I've been working every day to be a better version of me

No one said it would be fair but

I'm gripping at the edge but I can't get a hold of it

Trying to escape

We all got secrets and we never tell a soul about it

Can you all relate

People wouldn't talk if they really knew the whole of it

Nothing to debate

It's like it lives inside of us all

I don't know where I wanna be

Following this dream got me labeled an oddity

Weight of the world feel it sitting on top of me

Following this path where it goes I gotta see

Looking for something that just can numb the part of me

Looking at my past and behold it honestly

Where you stand you will fall

Strange thing is I came brand new

In the fog under the midnight moon

It's hard just to know right I've been living my own life

Pretending everything's alright I'm seeing colors in soft light

And I don't think they all know

How far that I'll go

Walk into the unknown

Yeah, and find a place of my own

My life turned upside down in a way

Like leaves in the autumn, I just watch it fall away

Rather be alone than to watch you all decay

I'd rather just get stoned than to throw my life away

I need a constant reminder

I can't see any lights through the blinders

And I watch it count down like a timer

I'm making a mess of my mind

I've been losing myself over time, yeah

I stay grounded in the fact that I still got hold up my shine

I guess I really never learned my lesson

I turned the problems that I have to a blessing

I learned to be fine with the answers and the questions

No judging me away on first impressions

You're way ahead of your time, don't let them leave you behind

If you're in need of a sign, you can see through the lines

Hoping the future brings more time with just you and I

I thought I just needed me, but that was the truest lie

I don't tend to ever offend you

I just make music hoping that it'll mend you

This is my life, I won't ever pretend to

Keep you in the dark, hoping that I ascend you

Oh, It's hard just to know right

I've been living my own life

Pretending everything's alright I'm seeing colors in soft light

And I don't think they all know

How far that I'll go

Walking into the unknown

And find a place of my own

I'm making a mess of my mind

I've been losing myself over time, yeah

I stay grounded in the fear that I still got hold of my shine

I guess I really never learned my lesson

I turn the problems that I have to a blessing

Learn to be fine with the answers and the question

They gon' judge you either way on first impression

We can make a change cause we still have time

We can make a change cause we still have time