No Other Option Lyrics

There's dark clouds out my window

Bright clouds up ahead

I'm hopeful for the future

But all I see is red

These memories they haunt me

And fill me up with dread

They played me for a fool back then

I remember when you said

I know what's wrong with your mind

You've got to be blind to not see it

How much you act like your father you know

That's because I carry his soul with me now

Wanted to be my own man

And there's nobody who could stop it

But the day I became a man

Was the day that I lost him

But I will try harder than I have

Because I know that he's watching

And I will live with the memories

Like there's no other option

Diagnosed October buried February

Try to act like all of it don't affect me only barely

But the only one I'm lying to is myself

I stayed up all night listening to your breath

And I wish that I could be right by your side

Because the darkness in my heart has got too bright

You would always talk me right off of the ledge

Now you're the voice in the back of my head

Wanted to be my own man

There's nobody who could stop it

But the day I became a man

Was the day that I lost him

But I will try harder than I have

Because I know that he's watching

And I will live with the memories

Like there's no other option

I got way too many memories

I could think about them endlessly

I've got way too many memories

I could think about you endlessly

I got way too many

I got way too many

I got way too many

I got way too many

Wanted to be my own man

There's nobody who could stop it

But the day I became a man

Was the day that I lost him

But I will try harder than I have

Because I know that he's watching

And I will live with the memories

Like there's no other option