MY LOVER Lyrics

Look, people ask me what the future is

All I know is I'll be doin' this

All I know is things are moving quick

That's convenient for me 'cause that's how I live

Now they see me out here movin' up

You don't like me, that makes two of us

Time change, yeah, I can't adjust

Yo, it's who you are not who you was, oh my

Yeah, just went to Europe, they said the single is working

I think I'm learning

I am way more than what people might think when they look on the surface

What is my purpose? Yeah

That is a question that I have been asking myself and it hurts

'Cause it's prolly something I should already know but I don't know it yet, I'm tryna grow as a person, woo!

I'm sick of people tellin' people I'm here 'cause of marketing dollars, oh

You think that everything is gonna blow just 'cause you market it harder? No

I got my hands in everything, now they out here tryna get to me, stop tryna lecture me

You don't compare to my level of thinking, so why do you think you compare to my energy, huh?

Small circle, but the number's growin'

Fame called me, I'm like, "How you doin'?"

Hung up on him, I ain't ready for it

I'll get back to that when I make album four

Less talkin', I've been workin' more

Better me is what I'm workin' towards

Y'all judgin', but we not in court, no, we not in court, oh Lord!

Last couple years, let's recap

I make a livin' off of writin' out my regrets

I'm doin' me, I don't care where the scene's at

Try to give me feedback, I don't really need that

I used to walk on stage in a V-neck

I used to wear a lil' tie with a black vest

I came a long way, why you lookin' upset?

I'm tryna paint a picture, get the vision, you ain't hear it yet, woo!

Look, hold up, hold up, wait a minute, please

Flow's switchin', I got ADD

Brain scatters when you play the beat

It don't matter what you say to me

I'll be doin' this at 83

I've been doin' this since ABCs

In the major leagues doin' major things, don't play with me, woo!

I'm livin' life in the fast lane

Wake up every morning thinkin' I'ma have a bad day

Drive my own car, I don't like the valet

Park then I go into my mind with an AK

Shoot every thought in my head then it rotates

Losin' it all, but I think that I'm okay

Who is involved? I don't know, but I'm insane

Poof! And I'm gone, wanna call me a no name, what!?

I'm prolly not what you thought

I'm prolly not what you thought

I used to judge everybody that wasn't like me 'til I learned it was wrong

Girl told me I should get it together and get out the dark

I'm tryna give her my heart

That's when I sit in my car, writin' for hours until I can barely talk

I mean, where do I start?

Feels like I'm fallin' apart

Act like my image is hard

I always put up my guard

Even when talkin' to God

Sit in my room and I plot

Everything that I'm not

Comes out in the music I jot

I give it all that I got

I give it all that I got!

I'm tryna think out the box, no!

Yeah, I got people standing outside a bus screaming my name

I don't come out and take pictures, they tell me I changed

I don't smile in VIPs, you get mad like, "You know what I paid?"

Guess I don't know what to say

Guess I don't know what to say

I leave it all on the stage

I leave it all on the stage