Sonnet: II Lyrics

You think you understand who I am

Think about it

I mask day to day what I feel

And so I doubt it

I rather not advertise the hurt

And so it's shrouded

It's killing me inside it's catching up

So it's clouded

Peel back the layers

Catch glimpses of abandonment

It's not till later

Even understand what that meant

It's manifested in a strong need to attach

Misunderstood for that reason so I finish last

Well okay, okay

You may not like me

But I'm trying keep trying

To do this rightly

I stay up and I think too much

I do this nightly

Chasing those who don't care if I exist

It's kind of frightening

All this just to feel inadequate

And filled with hate

For myself acceptance is the one thing

I should face

Stare it down but I just wanna be erased

And you still think you know who I am

It's not a phase

Low

Low

I'm Falling Low

Low

Low

I'm falling Low

Cause this image

Is what you're asking for

Masking the truth

I'm not sure what for

Low

Low

I'm Falling Low

Low

Low

I'm falling Low

Cause this image

Is what you're asking for

Masking the truth

I'm not sure what for

Low

Low

I'm Falling Low

Low

Low

I'm falling Low

Low

Low

I'm Falling Low

Low

Low

Low

I'm Falling Low

Low

Low

I'm falling Low

Low

Low

I'm Falling Low

Low

You think you know who I am

It's kind of crazy

Maybe you can tell me

So I'm not far gone

Complexity the layers inside

And so you're wrong

The truth is where I reside

My feelings strong

I should really hide what I think

And what is real

Emotional trauma stay buried

Under my feels

I wonder if you feel it so heavy

Because it kills

Everything inside like a virus

These are my ills

Well okay, okay

You may not want me

But I am here, right here

With my heart I'm wanting

To show who I am without the fear

Of falling

Without the fear of failure without it

it's so alarming

A heart of rose petals pumps blood

That's full of thrones

A crown of them I wear sacrifice

Is how this comes

You really never cared and that fact

I think is dumb

Cause this is who I am for real

I'm not numb

Low

Low

I'm Falling Low

Low

Low

I'm falling Low

Cause this image

Is what you're asking for

Masking the truth

I'm not sure what for

Low

Low

I'm Falling Low

Low

Low

I'm falling Low

Cause this image

Is what you're asking for

Masking the truth

I'm not sure what for

Low

Low

I'm Falling Low

Low

Low

I'm falling Low

Low

Low

I'm Falling Low

Low

Low

Low

I'm Falling Low

Low

Low

I'm falling Low

Low

Low

I'm Falling Low

Low

I'm here to be hurt I'm here to take damage

My sadness I keep veiled and that's all that I can manage

My smile sits on top all these layers of my pain

You will never know just how deep my wounds they penetrate

Don't wanna burden you with emotions that you don't see

Its not like you care anyways I seem to bleed

And some of that unfortunately falls onto your shirt

And I apologize for that instance of sharing

My hurt