clean the blood Lyrics

Find an excuse

Find a way out

Said you were doing good

Well how are you now?

The morning birds are singing for you to come home

I made my decision

To change my ways

Done being someone, with nothing to say

But I think It'll wear off later today

And when I regret all the damage done

I'm sorry for whoever has to clean the blood

When I ruined everything for everyone

I'm sorry for whoever has to clean the blood

You told me at the start

Now we're at the end

I didn't trust any of my friends

We've been through this before

Doing it again

I'm sorry to who cleans the blood I spill again and again

Don't feel like yourself

Like you at all

Your friends are worried about where you've gone

But you're fine, you can be everywhere at once

Want what you don't have and hate what you do

What is it you're really trying to lose?

Is it you?

And when what you're saying comes true

When I am sick and so are you

If it comes rushing in, and if there's a flood

I'm sorry to whoever is cleaning my blood

When I felt good I took it for granted

And now every thing about you is implanted

And I say I can change

But what if I don't?

Apologize to everyone who has to fix what you did wrong

And kill themselves trying to save you and make it right again

I'm so tired of being a sore loser and asking for more

I'm playing the victim each time around

And I'm starting to sink, I'm starting to drown

In you, in this

God I wish

That I find peace once you bleach the floors again