Knock On Wood Lyrics

The harder I try, the less it does for me

I have everything I could ever want, but I don't have what I need

I could say I was dumb, but I know that I'm just weak

People told me I should've held on to my self-esteem

I can't knock on wood four times

I can't be your savior again

I can't be the mattress you fall back on

If it means I never get to stand

When all there is are eyes on me

I hope I do something that wasn't planned

And you all get to see

What I do for you in a split second

I hope you know

I still haven't learned my lesson

I can't knock on wood four times

I can't be your savior again

I'll be damned

If I'm still alive by 21

You know life's not fair

When you hate yourself this much

If it's all laid out in front of me

I'll always take the easy way out

Take a left turn when you can't stand to be right

I'm driving alone with broken headlights

I can't knock on wood four times

And I'm so sick of doing it all for someone else

Tell me, what would happen if I did it for me?

I'm not that little anymore

I'm not who I could be