S.O.A.P. Lyrics

I used to swear on every word you said

But I lost all my trust in you

I thought you'd give me everything I wanted

I don't think you even tried to

I can be better

I'm still trying to be

Do you think things are fixable

Can you fix me

It'll be challenging

I can't disagree

I'll be a shell of a person

If that's what you wanted to see

I only like the way I feel when you're gone

I pretended I hate everything about me so you could get what you want

What more do you want

To this day that you'll never find out all the things

I'm lying on the floor

You know I would've drank bleach if it kept me warm

I'll be the last thing on your mind and I'll still wonder if you think of me at all

I'm still that shell of a person that used to be somebody you know

I can be better

I'm still trying to be

Do you think things are fixable

Can you fix me

It'll be impossible

It's easy to see

I'll be a shell of a person

I know that's what you want from me

Better, Trying, Keep on lying

Better, Trying, Keep on lying

Better, Trying, Keep on lying