what i am made of Lyrics

I remember feeling bored

And i remember feeling ashamed

I miss my mom

There's this lingering fear i can't explain

And i can't figure out if i have pieces to mend

If im just getting old

Or if i ever will feel good again

Well you said you wanted the cool girl

I can't give you that

You said you wanted more

What if this is all i have?

I feel myself slipping away the more i hide

But i am too terrified to find what's on the other side

You you said that i am predictable

I would've given you the world and more

If you would've let me

I tried

It almost killed me

You still don't feel sorry

I'll show you what i am made of

How is it wrong to be who i was made to become

Cause you said you needed me

You said i was the one

The one

Ripped my heart out of my chest

It's beating in your fingers

You said we weren't serious

So why would you linger

I'm holding my breath

Cause i know what comes next

And it stings

You you said that i am predictable

I would've given you the world and more

If you would've let me

I tried

It almost killed me

You still don't feel sorry

I'll show you what i am made of

What i am made of

What i am made of

What i am made of

What i am made of

What i am made of

What i am made of

What i am made of

What was i made of

So give me a sign

Sent from some source up above

Tell me

What i am made of

And it's not true

God i wish you knew you too

I can't tell you everything you're made of