smile junkie (v1) Lyrics

On her far side, I'm the favored smile junkie

Rejected in the scope of ascendance

An easy enemy in chronicle order

In my dilemma I have dual answers

Loving you is an acquired taste & patience

Patience like mummifying high-stoned butterflies

Because they resist the least

Couldn't have had a better

Adverse drug burn inside

I save the effect of your smile for the last hit

An illusion whispering to me

Everything is alright for you that is

And I'm here phening on a photo

Hello beautiful face confessing into a void

A streak in the midnight sky inspires me

To scratch your name gracefully off old returned mail

I'm working on better lies

But no one survives you anyway

I just want to die for a little longer

Abundance is over there

On the other side, with the flock praising you

I'm passed that phase

But I hate to be myself's bearer of bad news

A rip in the fabric of a dark diary tale

Of a junkie

I smell the lies in the pores of your skin

The hollow memories are easier to murder

Under the disguised colored smoke of needing you

The cost of a free fall paid dearly

My head in a trance

Absorbing the crowd's "hell yeah" chanting to want you scattered around

And me on my way down, letting you go even though I don't want to

But I have to with a sad smile

I high-slingshot myself again up to your level

Like an addicted smile junkie

Attached to a paranormal code

To southern doors takes me north

I hustle down apex matches

In empty arenas proving myself a golden glove loser

I skip winning the souvenir

Collect the haze of withdrawal

On my way out

Nice to see you again beautiful in this lonesome high

I'll see you again

Like a smile junkie ought to

On the far side, I'm a favored junkie

Rejected in the scope of ascendance an easy enemy in chronicle order

Like an addicted smile junkie